#04.22.19

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The main reason why I created dream-mode was to separate my carnal desires/fantasies from my romantic hopes/dreams. I don’t believe i had a precise plan on how I was going to utilize it per se. But, some ideas have been developing. I’m at a very interesting crossroad in my life right now. I’m still trying to figure things out. My heart tells me one thing and my head says something else. I’m not even sure if I just remain on tumblr or set myself free of the last remaining piece of social media I use (just here folks, not on FB, Instagram, etc.). At this point, I’m just taking one day at a time. I used to dream quite frequently (I should say recall them) - almost nightly through most of my childhood and teen years. Then something changed. Things are different. My dreams are typically very bizarre and perverse. Not too many things have gone right for me over the last 6 months. Trying to make a positive change. I’m tired of carrying around pain. If I seem a little different then you remember, it’s because, well, I’m trying to figure it all out. One day, one day, maybe, I will be able to truly dream again ☁️☁️☁️

Bressie via davetodayfm IG story | 22.04

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