#0189

i think that’s the hardest thing that i’ve been dealing with. knowing that i like you so much, but also aware that everything is still new and i’m barely scratching the surface of who you are. is this infatuation? or do i really enjoy the idea of you? even if i found out more?

star-crossed anxiety, fate has a plan for us. i’ve been called for adventure, but the paths diverge so constantly. i am at a standstill, a part of me wants to travel deeper into your woods, but if i get lost— would you save me from the night?

i’ve been listening to some of your favorite songs. you know i read somewhere that our favorite songs say alot about us. there is a sense of aching and longing inside of the lyrics— i wonder if i could ever help you feel whole again. i don’t want to hurt you, but sometimes it feels like i don’t deserve you

sometimes when i’m thinking way too loud and you’re within earshot— my good vibes are intended to keep you in mind. if i’m ever not myself, can you help me find my way back to you? if i’m just another lonely soul, can you speak softly enough for me to feel safe? i’m just wondering and wandering— my love is yours for the taking.

sometimes i catch myself crying moments before we meet— i can’t tell if it’s happiness or if it’s because i finally found someone that understands crucial parts of my identity

i’ve been listening to your words. every sentence, every thought, every inch of every letter— i find a lake near distractions and tender remedies. your old soul stirs up my pit of fire, somehow i don’t feel so alone in this world that makes me feel tiny.

if we ever get a chance to fall in love—

|Day 189|

The Cottonweed Pokemon

Grass - Flying

2' 7" - Around the height of a Cheetah.

6.6 lbs - Around the weight of a Grass Trimmer.

From the Johto region.

Equally male and female species.

Evolves from Skiploom (0188)

Info:

Jumpluff controls its cotton-puff spores to float in the wind.

Jumpluff follow the seasonal winds to spread their cotton-like spores all over the world, which creates more offspring.

Jumpluff only descend when they encounter cold air.

Once a Jumpluff's spores have run out, its journey and its life come to an end.

Creature Music by Freshman Biology

Bandcamp / Youtube

I had to take while listening to this because it's so aggressively HEEHOOHEEOO. If I find goblins or other woodland denizens under my bed or in my house later, I will not be surprised.