#01212020

It’s that time of the month again, and no, I’m not talking about Lady Time. It is officially confirmed that at least once a month I come to this narrow part of a tunnel where rocks are beginning to crumble and block my path, it’s the tunnel of my mind and the useless thoughts that shake and torment and lead to unhealthy erosion, they begin to wall me in, though, there is always that pin prick of light that pierces through the stones and mortar, and I will always find a way to break through to the other side. It’s funny to think that I needed to write about how I feel right now, and I read my last post here, and it’s exactly how I still feel. Bottom line: I am in love, but I feel like there’s no ‘me’ any more, and I need to find a way to be ‘me’, and I just need to ask for it. I give more of myself to others then to myself. I find satisfaction in pleasing others and I will choose others over myself every time. 

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at Batan Seaport. 🚣 going back to Kalibo,Aklan #01212020 (at Batan, Aklan, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7kgYsBJBli/?igshid=s7364uuqqw12