#...nochu

Ugh. Its so infuriating to know that he probably doesn't care when he replies to me but here i am being burdened on the thought that ignoring him will not solve anything. But then again i get angry thinking about all he has done .... or that i was too much to handle... that giving him a cold turkey just seems like the best thing. Like i really dislike communicating with him cause I always get my hopes up for nothing. Sigh i really just gotta stop thinking and just continue with the cold turkey... no matter what. Fighting , kitty! You can do it.