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[10:24] EC: I have an inquiry.

[10:26] TH: what

[10:27] EC: Have you re<ently requested Finn to soli<itate so<ial intera<tions with me.

[10:28] TH: mo ther fuck

[10:28] TH: what is with you and as su ming im ask ing a ny one to talk to you

[10:28] EC: <alm yourself.

[10:28] TH: if i want to talk to you ill do it my self

[10:29] EC: It was a question.

[10:29] TH: its a shit ty ques tion

[10:29] EC: Ex<use me?

[10:29] TH: you have nt said dick to me in what

[10:29] TH: months????

[10:29] EC: That is <orre<t.

[10:29] EC: Were you expe<ting me to.

[10:30] EC: Be<ause it is not as though you have made attempts to <onta<t me either.

[10:30] TH: and now you want to come ask me if i "re ques ted" my ex bo y f riend to talk to you for some damn rea son that makes li te ral ly no sense bec ause who ev en doe sthat

[10:30] EC: Your ex boyfriend?

[10:30] TH: yes

[10:30] TH: sur prise

[10:30] TH: !!!!!

[10:30] EC: I was not aware of this.

[10:30] TH: cool well now you are

[10:31] EC: Yes.

[10:31] EC: I am.

[10:31] TH: may be now youll stop as sum ing i """"" req uest""""" him to do a ny thing

[10:31] EC: Is the seperation the <ause of your hostilities towards me.

[10:31] EC: In this moment.

[10:34] TH: n o

[10:35] EC: Then why are you so <learly more angry with me then usual.

[10:38] TH: bec ause im sick of you pro jec ting your shit ty o pi ni ons on me to try to jus ti fy the fact that you just dont like me bec ause i ru ined your ro man tic fan ta sy or bruised your e go or what ev er it is that made it ok for you to hate me??? may be?????

[10:38] EC: I.

[10:38] EC: What?

[10:41] TH: je sus

[10:41] TH: look

[10:41] TH: i dont like you

[10:42] EC: I wasn't asking if you did.

[10:42] TH: you made me feel like shit ab out my self when i al rea dy did for try ing to do the right thing

[10:42] TH: so may be next time you want to ask a shit ty ques tion con si der: dont

[10:42] EC: I apologize for you feeling that way.

[10:43] EC: But perhaps <onsider that the way you went about it.

[10:43] EC: Still was not the right way.

[10:43] EC: Dropping a message making me out to be a.

[10:43] EC: A side pie<e.

[10:43] EC: Was by far one of the more poor ways to handle it.

[10:44] EC: I was quite aware from that moment that you did not parti<ularly <are for me.

[10:44] EC: And yes.

[10:44] EC: I did not handle it the way a mature person should.

[10:44] EC: Perhaps I was spiteful and still am.

[10:44] EC: But do <onsider how it might have felt from my end.

[10:45] EC: You pursued any sort of relations with me

[10:45] EC: Be they physi<al or emotional.

[10:45] EC: Whatever your goal was.

[10:45] EC: And then you messaged me with the intent to throw an explosive pie<e of information into what we had.

[10:46] TH: that was nt my in tent

[10:46] EC: Without the de<en<y or bravery to say it to my fa<e.

[10:47] TH: no mes sa ging you like that was fuck ing stu pid

[10:47] TH: and im not gon na say it was nt

[10:47] TH: but i was al so li te ral ly hav ing a pa nic at tack at the time and was nt think ing straight

[10:47] TH: bec ause

[10:47] TH: i have a fuck ing stu pid fucked up brain

[10:47] TH: and thats my pro blem what ev er

[10:48] EC: Does it also make it impossible for you to <onta<t someone later after sending those messages?

[10:49] EC: I apologize for what you must endure with your anxiety.

[10:49] TH: it does when you gave me the im pres sion you ne ver wan ted to speak to me ag ain?????

[10:49] EC: But I fail to believe you are not a strong enough person to over<ome it.

[10:49] EC: Also fair point.

[10:50] TH: i was nt try ing to

[10:50] TH: be a shit to you

[10:50] TH: or hurt you

[10:51] TH: i was just stu pid ly try ing to fix a si tu a tion i had made

[10:51] TH: that i did nt mean to make

[10:52] TH: its not like i was try ing to see you both at the same time i just thought

[10:52] TH: we could keep be ing friends and

[10:52] TH: may be you did nt ac tu al ly like me like that????

[10:52] TH: or want

[10:52] TH: a ny thing else

[10:52] EC: Why would you think that?

[10:52] TH: bec ause

[10:52] TH: peo ple hook up

[10:53] TH: and frank ly lets be real

[10:53] TH: im not ex act ly first cho ice da ting ma te ri al if theres a ny con clu sion to be drawn here

[10:54] EC: I <annot <hange what you think about yourself.

[10:54] TH: ok fine

[10:54] TH: well thats what i felt

[10:54] EC: But in those moments before I found out about Finn.

[10:55] EC: I did think of you as far ex<eeding any sort of suitable atributes that you would <onsider making one elegetable for first <hoi<e dating.

[10:55] EC: You were kind.

[10:55] EC: Humorous.

[10:55] EC: And had mu<h to offer that I did not know about and was <urious of.

[10:56] EC: You were likely <orre<t in saying it was a romanti< fantasy.

[10:56] EC: But I have.

[10:56] EC: Never had the oportunity to be with someone.

[10:56] EC: Emotionally.

[10:56] EC: Physi<ally.

[10:57] EC: And I thought you to be an ex<elent troll despite whatever your short <omings are.

[10:57] EC: I was willing and ex<ited to attempt.

[10:58] EC: So I rushed into it without thinking.

[10:58] EC: That is my error, and I will not be dimwitted enough to say it did not <ause some of the anamosity we have with ea<h other now.

[10:59] EC: But I never hated you be<ause I thought you were a<tual garbage, Emilet.

[10:59] TH: then why

[10:59] TH: bec ause

[11:00] TH: i real ly fuck ing liked you

[11:00] EC: Be<ause I am not a troll that would risk upsetting someone elses happiness for my own selfishness.

[11:01] EC: You and Finn were happy.

[11:01] EC: I was jealous.

[11:02] TH: ex cept i was nt hap py i was a fuck ing mess

[11:02] TH: just in case you could nt tell

[11:02] TH: not that that was his fault

[11:02] EC: Emilet.

[11:02] EC: If I may be frank.

[11:03] EC: And give an opinion.

[11:03] TH: why the fuck not

[11:04] EC: You need to get yourself together.

[11:04] TH: no shit???

[11:04] EC: No.

[11:04] EC: I mean it.

[11:04] TH: i am ac tu al ly do ing that

[11:04] EC: Stop treating yourself in this manner.

[11:04] TH: be lieve it or not

[11:05] TH: why do you think i just gave you the third de gree

[11:05] EC: Stop saying so mu<h is wrong with you.

[11:05] TH: thats ea si er said than done but ok

[11:05] TH: thanks i guess

[11:05] EC: Fine.

[11:05] EC: Never mind me even trying then.

[11:05] TH: i mean

[11:05] TH: thanks

[11:06] EC: Of <ourse you do.

[11:06] TH: youre be ing a shit at me ag ain

[11:06] TH: why are we mu tu al ly shit ty at each oth er per pe tu al ly now

[11:06] TH: re mem ber when we werent shit ty???

[11:06] TH: that was great

[11:06] EC: Yes I do.

[11:07] EC: My only explination is.

[11:07] EC: I do not hide my emotions towards someone when I feel them in a moment.

[11:07] EC: And I be<ome irritated when I talk to you at times.

[11:07] EC: Be<ause of our past.

[11:08] EC: And I do not like it when people are <onstantly sorry for themselves.

[11:11] TH: or may be its just ea si er not to have sym pa thy for peo ple when you dont un der stand their is sues and you dont put in a ny ef fort to see how they ac tu al ly try ing

[11:11] TH: but lets go with that

[11:11] EC: I do not understand your issues this is true.

[11:20] TH: ok glad we got that part set tled

[11:20] EC: Will the two of us.

[11:20] EC: Ever be able to intera<t.

[11:21] EC: And not devolve into feeling angry or bitter.

[11:21] TH: idk

[11:21] EC: Or upset in anyway.

[11:21] TH: idk x2

[11:21] TH: that would be nice

[11:21] EC: I agree.

[11:22] TH: are you still go ing to be pissed at me ov er past shit?

[11:22] TH: if so what am i sup posed to do ab out that

[11:22] TH: what do you want me to do ab out it

[11:22] EC: I do not know.

[11:22] EC: Maybe.

[11:23] EC: Maybe apologize and not blame it on your own personality.

[11:23] EC: Or the way you handle and intera<t with people.

[11:24] TH: ok

[11:24] TH: im sor ry

[11:24] TH: my shit does nt ex cuse hur ting your feel ings

[11:25] TH: and i did nt want to hurt you

[11:25] TH: and it was wrong

[11:25] EC: Okay.

[11:25] EC: Thank you.

[11:25] EC: I apologize for my past spiteful intera<tions.

[11:25] EC: I was not handling what took pla<e in a mature way.

[11:35] TH: thanks

[11:35] EC: You are wel<ome.

[11:36] TH: idk how to feel now

[11:38] EC: That is a mutual thought.

[11:56] TH: i guess

[11:56] TH: that

[11:56] TH: we can just try to be chill and see where it goes

[11:56] TH: ??

[11:56] EC: Yes.

[11:57] EC: I <an try this.

[11:57] TH: ok

[11:57] TH: cool

[11:57] EC: Indeed.

[12:07] TH: good tlak

[12:07] TH: talk

[12:08] TH: theres i ro ny in mis pel ling talk

[12:10] EC: A little bit yes.

[12:30] TH: well

[12:31] TH: al right

[12:31] TH: im go ing to eat cur ry now

[12:31] EC: Okay.

[12:31] EC: Im going to go.

[12:31] TH: i guess

[12:31] EC: Do something else.

[12:31] TH: ill see you la ter??

[12:31] EC: Most likely.

[12:31] EC: Goodbye, Emilet.

[12:31] TH: bye