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Tapera

substantivo feminino

1. aldeamento ou povoação abandonada;

2. residência ou fazenda em ruínas, tomada pelo mato;

3. por ext. qualquer local destruído, de mau aspecto.

substantivo feminino

1. fibra de certos vegetais usada como cordel.

substantivo feminino

1. temporada de recreio, repouso, férias que se passa fora dos centros urbanos, no campo, praia ou balneário.

substantivo feminino

1. hist. dispersão dos judeus, no decorrer dos séculos, por todo o mundo;

2. por ext. / hist. dispersão de um povo em consequência de preconceito ou perseguição política, religiosa ou étnica.

substantivo feminino

1. coloq. / psiq. neurastenia (disposição irritadiça).

Ladeira

substantivo feminino

1. inclinação de terreno, de grau variável;

2. rua ou caminho íngreme;

3. encosta de montanha por onde escorrem as águas pluviais.

Hi love,

This isn’t stupid at all. This is actually exactly how I felt when I was in the deepest depths of my depression. I was too afraid to talk to anybody about it. So I kept my mouth shut, and just hoped that someone would care enough to notice. But that plan ended up backfiring on me. Because I kept everything inside and kept everything a secret, things got worse and worse until it all became too much and I ended up attempting suicide.

Please don’t make the same mistake I did, love. Please reach out for the help you need and deserve. Don’t wait for people to notice and say something, because by then it may be too late. Oftentimes people notice very early on, but they are too afraid to say anything or they talk themselves out of it. That’s what happened to my friends. They noticed that there was something wrong. They saw the cuts on my arms, they noticed that I slept the majority of the day. But they were too afraid to bring it up to me, too afraid to face reality. They went into denial and convinced themselves that if something was seriously wrong, I’d tell them. And then since they didn’t say anything to me, I assumed they didn’t notice and that they didn’t care, which just deepened my depression. See how much of a vicious circle that is?

I don’t mean to talk about me so much. I just see so much of my old self in what you wrote, and I really don’t want you to make the same mistakes I did. You won’t burden anyone with your issues, love. If they truly love and care about you, they will be so grateful that you trusted them enough to confide in them. They will be so happy that you told them so that they can properly help you! They can’t help you if they don’t know what is going on. Things most likely won’t get better if you don’t reach out for help!