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β΅ pairing: namjoon x jiminΒ
β΅Β genre: fluff, friends to lovers
β΅ word count: 1.4K
β΅ summary: Jimin finally reveals his feelings for Namjoon after pining after him for so long. Will Namjoon feel the same? Or will he be upset because their friendship is ruined?
β΅ A/N: eekkk! This is my first story that Iβm saying, and I am absolutely terrified. I havenβt written something like this in such a long time, and i am SCAREDT. However, here goes nothing.Β
- ashΒ
Honestly, Jimin had never done anything like this. He wanted to tell Namjoon the feelings that he had kept locked away for so long, but he knew those feelings would be rejected. There was no way that Namjoon would feel the same, it was surely an unrequited love. The pair had been friends for so long, and the feelings that had grown for the other just seemed so natural. Their friendship just seemed to fit perfectly and to grow into something more, for him. Jimin knew that if this didnβt work out, then he would ruin their friendship. There was no coming back from it. So, he hoped that it wasnβt just a one-sided love affair, that Namjoon loved him back.
The blonde had been mulling over this for the past year.Β Jimin had gone back and forth trying to tell Namjoon the love he felt for him, but he just couldnβt. He couldnβt ruin the good times they had with one another if the older male didnβt feel the same. It scared him to the core. The thought of losing his best friend would devastate him more than being rejected. At least, thatβs what he thought. He wasnβt quite sure what would be worse, being rejected, or losing his friend. Granted, there was a thin line between both of them. The truth of the matter was, he could be rejected. How do you get over the fact that your best friend confessed his feelings for you? Jimin was sure that neither of them would recover from that. There was no going back to normal when things like that happened.Β
βYou have to get out of your head, Jimin,β he said to himself as he shook his thoughts. This was the exact reason why he was never able to confess his love for Namjoon. He would always second guess himself. He would constantly replay scenarios of rejection, and in turn, would break his heart at the thought of never seeing the older male again. The idea of being left by the other scared him more than anything. Namjoon had become that confidant that he needed in life, and things would never be the same if suddenly he wasnβt there anymore.Β
As the blonde laid against his couch, he sighed when he heard the doorbell. He honestly nearly jumped out of his skin. He hadnβt expected for Namjoon to get here so quickly, however, he had told him that there was something he wanted to talk to him about. Jimin had practically been so vague in the text, he was sure that was enough to worry him. Jimin usually was the type to never hold anything in. If he had important news to share, Namjoon was the first person that he would share it with whether it was good or bad.Β At this point, it was just natural for him to share everything. Namjoon never seemed to mind that, and it was something that he admired about the older male.Β
Jimin took a deep breath and pulled himself from the couch. He nervously walked over to the door, and his hand shook as he opened the door. Jimin had managed to give the other a bright smile. He didnβt want to give anything away or let the other in on how nervous he actually was. βHey Joonie!β he greeted him.Β
βHey Jiminie,β his signature dimple smile showing through as he pulled his friend in for a tight embrace.Β
Jimin couldnβt help the way he almost melted into the other. Namjoonβs hugs could save lives if it were possible. βCome sit, I definitely didnβt think youβd get here so quick,β he told him as he pulled his friends over to the couch. βYou had to have run here or something,β he stated as a chuckle escaped from his lips.Β
βDamn near, you were being all secretive in your text messages, and thatβs not like you.βΒ
βMaybe, I know how to be secretive, donβt call me out like that, Namjoon,β he teases the taller male.Β
βDo you though?β Namjoon says as he eyes him skeptically with a playful smile pulling at the corner of his lips.Β
βWow, Joonie. I do know how to keep a secret, I think,β he says with a laugh as he ran his hand through his blonde locks. The younger male paused for a brief moment as he looked up at his friend.Β βThere is something I want to talk aboutβ he mentioned. He noticed the otherβs facial expression which caused him to tuck his bottom lip between his teeth chewing on it nervously. βItβs not anything bad...promise.β
At least thatβs what he was hoping for.Β
βThere you go again, being cryptic,β he hears Namjoon tease him.Β
Jimin heard the annoying voice in the back of his mind telling him that Namjoon wouldnβt reciprocate his feelings. He heard that familiar voice say that he wasnβt good enough for the older male. Jimin could feel the fear sink in like an anchor sinking to the bottom of the ocean. He wanted to back out, but he felt like it was too late. He noticed the way Namjoon encouraged him with a nod of his head, and it made his stomach flip.Β
Jiminβs mind was going a mile a minute. Thinking of what to say and how to say it, and it always came up short. It wasnβt as if he hadnβt rehearsed this a million times before, but now that he had Namjoon in front of him, it was completely different. βI...I,β he paused to keep himself from stuttering. His small fingers played with the end of his own shirt.Β
βJiminie,β he said with a soft smile. βYou know you can tell me anything, whatβs on your mind?βΒ
The blonde could have melted right then, but instead, he opted to keep his composure as he smiled. Joon had always been the understanding type, and he adored that about the older man. Jimin took a deep breath as he opened his mouth to speak once again. βI...I love you,β he managed to get out.Β
The younger male looked up at his friend as he tried to search his face for what he was feeling. As the minutes ticked by, and Jiminβs words hung in the air.Β He felt as if he couldnβt breathe anymore. He couldnβt read what the other was thinking, and it was only causing him to panic.Β
βYou love me?β he questioned.Β
He nodded his head at him. Jimin could barely find the words to speak. His mind had gone completely blank just like he knew it would. βItβsβ¦β he trails off momentarily. βIβve loved you for the longest, Namjoonie. You...youβre the sweetest man I know, and you accept me for me. You allow me to be who I am without the added judgement that I feel from so many people.β he admitted. βItβs the smallest things you do for me that just make me so happy, Namjoon. Itβs when you bring me lunch when I forget and I protest all the time saying you donβt have too, when you smile that dimpled smile that makes my stomach flip, or when you just tell me everything will be okay because you're right here next to me because Iβm stressed from work. It...it means a lot to me.βΒ
Swallowing he continued to look at his friend as the other remained silent. βPlease, say something, anything.β he laughed nervously as he felt his voice wavering. His thoughts were getting away from him. What if this was that moment that Namjoon tells him that he doesnβt love him back? That they could only be friends. Jimin didnβt think that would work this time. It was too late to take back what he said.Β
βI donβt know what you want me to say,β Namjoon frowned trying to formulate his own thoughts. Truthfully, Namjoon didnβt know how to say what he wanted too. It seemed no matter how much he tried to formulate actual words, he was never able to say what was on his chest.
Jimin winced at his words. He was seeing his fears unfolding before his eyes. βY..you donβt have to say anything,β he said softly as he looked down at his hands before looking back up at him. βYou donβt have to feel--β he started but his words were quickly cut short when Namjoon leaned forward and pressed his lips against Jiminβs pillowy soft lips.Β
Jiminβs eyes widened and he hesitated when he felt the other kissing him. He pulled himself out of his stupor, kissing him back softly.. His cheeks flushed a bright pink when Namjoon pulled back.Β
βI love you, too.β Namjoon told him with his dimpled smile.
Fourteen years have passed since the day they all lost their parents, fourteen years since their pack has been ripped apart.
When Jimin turns eighteen, Namjoon starts avoiding him. They've been growing up together, shared everything with each other, but now Namjoon won't even look at him.
There's a cruel coldness lingering inside him ever since. A coldness that is slowly but surely defeating him.
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