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this is genuinely the funniest thing i’ve seen in ages

think i really need a therapist.

you really fucked me up.

i think i should be over this.

i should be forgetting you, hating you, moving on.

where did i go wrong?

you don't deserve it. the way that i'm hurting.

how did i end up here?

you don't deserve these tears.

well, dammit, what the fuck?

i'm getting all up in my head.

why am i still missing you again?

you left me in a hurry.

our love was built on hidden lies.

you promised me that i wouldn't get hurt.

it could have been bad but you made it worse.

you didn't even fight for us at all.

you knew what you did, that's why you did it in the dark.

i'm a little homesick.

i knew you were guilty.

but you did, you're a terrible person.

i'm stuck and in love with the version of you, but that someone died.

shouldn't you be sad right now?

do you taste me on her mouth or just whiskey?

i made you happier.

just empty it all out, please.

tell me you're still in love with me.

look what you've done to me.

do you even care at all after all the pain you caused?

do you know that I'd still pick the phone up if you called?

i'm no closer to closure.

we're over, but I'm not over it.

wish i'd done something wrong to give you the right to fuck up my life.

i hate the way you say you didn't have a reason.

nobody accidentally drowns you in the deep end.

you must have planned it out for it to go the way it did.

you must've had cruel intentions.

i gave you heaven while you gave me hell.

so did you lie awake rehearsing your lines?

was i on your mind when you were on her?

did you think i deserve it?

you can tell everybody to stop feeling sorry for me.

i'm not the one they should feel sorry for.

i'd hate to be you.

i'll get over it, but you have to live with the hell you put me through.

it's not gonna hit 'til you see that i moved on with somebody new.

you left forever for something that won't even last

it's funny how you didn't cheat with somebody hotter than me

i sweat i don't mean to be mean, but-

i'm still checking your location.

still look at pictures when we dated.

i'm sick of suffocating in my tears.

suffering through my toxic thoughts that i let carry on.

god, this really hurts like hell.

i'm going out and moving on.

in fact, i haven't cried about you in forever.

trying to get my old self back.

can we take it slow?

i don't know what to say when you miss me.

if i pull away from you, don't take it personal.

i've been dragged through hell and back.

could you please be gentle with me?

my heart is fragile, don't you see?

i can't take another break, take another burn.

i don't want another lesson learned.

i'm a little hesitant to get close with your friends.

the moment i lose you means i lose them.

i'm a little pessimistic, can you blame me?

i'm just not looking for anyone to save me.

i'm afraid of how this ends.

crazy how you think you know somebody.

we're strangers now.

funny how i still hear from your family.

it's crazy how you're not my future now.

someday, i'll wake up and laugh about the breakup.

i'll be dancing on my own.

i's crazy how you're all I think about.

you're the only one i needed when it was 3AM.

it's crazy how i can't call you now.

are you happier?

what do you miss?