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Yeah! The validation! He knows he doesnât deserve the praise because âIâm just a traineeâ but at the same time itâs so clear that he latches on to them because itâletâs face itâMAKES HIM FEEL GOOD about himself. Normally thatâs not a bad quality in a person, but with the way Saihara just continuously latches on to the validation Momota gives him (even if Momota didnât even give Saihara the time to actually express his thoughts and worries) is just not good.Â
And Kirigiri was often called heartless because of her stone cold but logical deductions. But she never wavered because what mattered to her was for the truth to come to light. Itâs not about coming up with âa satisfying truthâ that everyone would love.
That just says it all, really. It matters to her so much; you would never, in a million years hear out of Kyokoâs mouth: âall the mysteries were just fictionâ, âthe mysteries were just a bunch of liesâ. And thatâs some really weak talk from someone who has an issue with facing the truth to begin with, Saihara. Letâs put Kyoko in your place and see how she fares. She would not allow herself to be trapped by meagre logical fallacies for one thing, and she would certainly test a fucking Flashback Light without being distracted by whoever walked in.
And no matter how bad the truth really was, Kyoko, while she would be fucking horrified -Â as she was with Izuru Kamukuraâs situation - would not reject it.
I can understand that things will interfere with pursuit of the truth, psychological, situational, whatever. Saihara is presented to exemplify the former, but without any compensation on his part for a coping and growing mechanism. He doesnât even ruminate enough on whatâs important, outright trading introspection for the external validation. Thatâs when it becomes frankly... lopsided, and making it known that âhe doesnât deserveâ such-and-such is a way of garnering support, regardless if he intends that or not, and in turn people end up supporting that need. With this, he puts on more of an act of being a competent detective, rather than checking himself for what to do if he isnât.
If Saihara âacting his roleâ is anything to by, itâs no wonder heâs such a good liar.