#*blur

I cannot emphasise enough how important it is to me personally that Dean is 1) a glutton 2) a romantic 3) just a TAD subby. Most delicious combination truly.

i’m deep into footage and old documentaries about hollywood behind the scenes again from the 60s and idk not to be all like lana del rey but those parties and events looked like so much more fun. everyone is made up nice, live music and the venues were so lovingly decorated, you see that money went into that. also i suppose it was a different atmosphere back then when no one had a phone and only the camera crew would walk around for half an hour but otherwise it’s rather private. i still hope though that at some point i get rewarded and Vic, like the cryptid he was, shows up for a second. but he always manages to evade the cameras, even at events i know for a fact he attended, or the cameras shoot around him. like i found half an hour of behind the scenes of a movie he also starred in but it wasn’t a scene he was in :’)) and the narrator didn’t even MENTION him as part of the cast lmao