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you are wading into very angry waters right now so, just, bear that in mind

i don't think you know enough about me and my life and who i am, and what i'm going through specifically under this administration, what my family is actively going through, and what my work and job entail, to really, really scratch the surface of just how clueless you are. god i hate garbage words like 'scoldposting'. did you feel scolded? good, i hope so.

i am not going to share details online. any of my close friends could tell you, however. but my whole life has been torn apart because of some of the things that are happening right now, in direct, material ways. my family has suffered immensely. i think i deserve to be fucking upset on my own goddamn blog. people resonating and reblogging with my sentiment is not my fucking problem. and honestly, i really don't care if i'm 'scolding' anybody. i am. i'm yelling at somebody to fucking care. i do this in my own life all the time, too. my whole life has felt like screaming at people to care. and you're over here, unbothered about the content, because it made you feel uncomfortable. POINTS. WHITE !

i also hate anonymous messages like this. dm me inutil

i have been absent from tumblr because of real-world things that have happened to me. i don't live my life online. i don't think you could judge a single post to be escapism. do you know what escapism fucking is??? do you? you sound so fucking high off your own farts, and stupid to boot. man there's so many things i want to analyze about this dumbass message you sent me jesus fuck

where am i escaping to???? to angry-land????? to mad at you island??? oh my god you people are insufferable. i'm not allowed to be mad at white people for being obsessed with characters and refusing to check anything about what's going on in the news other than what fuckass celebrity died, i can't come on here and complain about having to see stupid fucking ships from tv shows that don't fucking matter and never will matter. it's such a fucking absolute dissonance to see and know my world is falling apart, and to come on here, and nobody gives a rat's ass about their fellow human being. i just don't see it anywhere on here. i think i am well within my right to tell people to start caring about things. my god, you people can't do anything, or see anything critical and emotionally pushy. your world will fall apart and all you'll have to show for it is sending butthurt anonymous messages. that's great. good for you. fuck you and go ahead and unfollow me. or message me directly since you felt compelled enough to say something