#*available

hello!! I noticed you posted something a while ago about how you were going to be unavailable for a while, but I generally try not to pry and didn't look into your disappearance any further because you didn't give more information. i do have my assumptions based on what I know about you, but I hope you're doing well !! I'm honored I'm the person you'd go to to give an update to! i haven't talked to you in a while, so it's lovely to see you again <33

1. I uh...I unfortunately can't help with that 6:00am wake-up time one, seeing as I...naturally wake up at 5:30am every single day. Including weekends. My poor parents had to deal with me at 4am every morning when I was a child. it never went away and I envy your ability to sleep in longer. I physically can't. Like I don't know what to say to that other than...welcome to the club? of people who wake up before the rest of the world? We can vibe together!! went through a brief period of time where I woke up at 4:30 every morning a few weeks ago (my body woke me up, I didn't actually want to be up), so I think that's the closes I can get to empathizing.

but I am aware that most people have a very different sleep schedule than I do, so I'm sorry you've gotten switched to mine! Hopefully the sleep you are getting is good, at least.

2. squirrels!! I love animals!! They're so much easier to understand than people!! Do I know a lot about squirrels? no. does that make me any less excited? no! Question: did the person Jeffery attack deserve it? James, Jeffrey, and Harold sound a lot like names people came up with on the spot and they just stuck, but also I'm picky with names so maybe that's just me. If you ever find a fourth squirrel I propose you name it Renesmee. I'm sorry in advance.

3. yay! I'm glad you're in a supportive and understanding environment. being with people who can relate to you and make you laugh can be such a relief and take a huge weight off your shoulders. Just the connections you build. Inside jokes are also a lot of fun! I remember my best friend in middle school and I had a lot of inside jokes (a lot of them were related to kotlc if I'm being honest. it was the foundation of our friendship), and it always made the friendship feel that much more special.

Ilysm as well and I hope you're doing alright/on your way there. I'm always here if you ever want to talk more--I know you sent me another ask a day or two ago that I just haven't gotten to yet, but I promise I will! Trying to work my way through my inbox while also being in several classes and trying to study for standardized testing :)