You cannot live with a paw in each world

I struggled ALLLL of July to complete my revenges and the few attacks I got in bc I had no motivation and everything I managed to put out wasn’t my usual level but then literally the second artfight ends SUDDENLY I’m filled with motivation?? Okay.

I was having a good time meeting my mom and brother for lunch and then to the outlet mall so I could make some returns and pick up an order and my mom just HAD to remind me that July 29th of last year was the last time we three had gone to the outlet mall and was the same day I started experiencing abdominal pain (and then the pain becoming excruciating the next day and thus ending up with me in the hospital for over 2 weeks in kidney failure). Like we were having a good time why would you even bring that up

Had a kid call me Mr. [deadname] and I kept correcting him and trying to get him to say Miss or even just my name (idek why he was calling me any formality at all they don’t usually do that unless they’re one of the fours or older end threes) and it had me thinking about my gender again. Bc being called Mr. Doesn’t feel right but sir is okay (as long as it’s not being used to be rude like the students in my first year of teaching would do). I’m kind of mostly okay with being called female titles but sometimes it still gives me the ick. And there’s not even that nice of gender neutral titles either like sir or ma’am

Vitani x Kiara

Applied for this place bc they were having a hiring event and they sent an email saying there’d be a virtual event today at 2 so I took a day off (mostly bc I was supposed to have a doctors appointment but I got the dates mixed up and asked for the wrong day off so now today is just the interview) but they haven’t sent an email with a link or anything…

Where are yall buying plus size jean shorts? Preferably Bermuda length (need em for work)

Had to pick up my director’s son’s SHIT all over the bathroom floor yesterday bc the little asshole went in there and purposefully shit on the floor and smeared some on the wall. Last time he did that to my coworker that’s been there longer than me told the director she wasn’t going to clean it and the director could do it. Wish I had the balls to do that 😭

Ugh idk if I’ve ever dragged this hard during artfight….

My parents asked me if I could start taking my brother out to eat once a week bc he’s depressed and they’re worried about him. Where the hell was this energy for me? They just told me to pray or go to church or that I’m not depressed, actually…

Had an 8 am 2nd interview and they were late starting and my interviewer wrote slow and kept forgetting her questions and then wanted to walk me to the door only to walk us into a dead end so we had to backtrack and then when I got in my car I went to change into my work clothes and even tho I was literally at the furthest end of the lot two shitheads decided to park right by me so I had to use extra precautions to be hidden and so I didn’t leave until literally 40 min after my interview STARTED (plus 15 extra minutes from when I got there early like they asked) and so I was literally 30 min late to work only to not get a call back which means I didn’t get the fucking job.

Got called in for a second interview but I’m more nervous for the fact that it’ll mean I’m most certainly going to be late to work and it’s giving me sm anxiety