#**ooc**

I’m... I don’t know what’s going on with me, or where my motivation went, or why I don’t want to write, but that’s just... where I am right now. I have a muse for literally two threads right now, out of a thread count of over eighty. That’s... shitty, honestly, and not fair to everyone I write with who doesn’t happen to be the one person writing both of those threads with me. I’m selective, but I’m not that selective, so I need to.... stop writing completely for a bit, I think.

It might take me more than two weeks to come back. Maybe I’ll be gone for a week and think that it’s nice to just not... be here, and I’ll stay gone until I want to come back. Maybe I’ll be gone for three days and just suddenly Really Miss Writing, and I’ll be back in two weeks on the dot, ready to start new threads. But those two weeks are guaranteed - I’m not going to be here.

And honestly, for most of you that’s not going to change anything. I haven’t had a quick turnaround on replies in over a month. But I need actual concrete space. Right now, this is a weight on my mind and I can’t deal with it.

When - if - I come back, my rules are going to change. The way I write threads is going to change. Who I write with and how many threads I do is going to change. I might have to blacklist some of your ooc tags because vague-blogging? General saltiness at the community and rp-ing in general? That shit stresses me the Fuck out. So we’ll see. I think I need this break, desperately.