#This is an honest to god scene that actually frickin’ exists in real life #a sexually frustrated Killian Jones #standing in his kitchen #with his jacket off #and vest unzipped #talking about needing a cold shower #GOD IS THE REALEST OF REALS

Unfortunately, I broke my foot doing it… I fell over a chair, so… Yeah, anyway… If they keep it in, yeah, cuz I did it perfectly quite a lot… so it was sort of that Gene Kelly move where I run up a chair and it tips over and… It’s a fracture on my fifth metatarsal, so I felt it. I still did it four more times and then did eight hours more of the dance, so… Well, I kind of - it’s one of those ones where I thought ‘if I get through this, then it might actually be okay’, you know what I mean? And then I left it for another five days before I went and got an x-ray and then they said ‘no, it’s broken, you have to wear a boot.’

#they literally just got engaged for a second time #and yet them simply holding hands #makes me weak

I’m no longer searching Turns out all along The answer was inside me With a song

#That’s why Killian Jones’ hair is so big and artfully mussed #it’s full of incredulity towards Rumplestiltskin

#somebody got tired of waiting

Let us, once more, simply appreciate and admire the gift that is Colin O’Donoghue on Once Upon a Time. He brings so much to this character - his portrayal of Killian Jones so perfect and beautifully nuanced. The way you can feel how Killian feels simply by the look in his eyes. From exasperated acceptance, to determination, to shock and amazement. And don’t even get me started on the reunion/second proposal scene that could’ve had a gifset all to itself showcasing Colin’s ability to make you feel effortlessly (that smile/giggle moment tho!!). Like we are truly blessed to have this talented guy playing such an important character on this show. So truly blessed.

I’m in this for the long haul.