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I’m hoping to finish up with them (I have 3 more finals to write and I’m in 1/3 of those right now) and then you will see more IC from me on here!

they’d been doing this song and dance long enough that he knew the steps blind by now. could’ve retraced them in his sleep, even if sleep-smoking would’ve arguably been something to worry about. fransisco flipped open the case and pulled out three cigarettes. one went behind his ear, pinned securely and comfortably. the other two he held while the silver case disappeared back into his pocket. a small smile played on his lips when the door opened behind him. “three minutes, fifty-six seconds,” he mused after a quick glance at his watch. “took your sweet time today, fran.”

rip jack harkness you would have hated bank holiday down the bay

i’m just… really proud of myself at the moment . for those of you who knew me a few years back , i was a damn mess . i let untreated mh and unresolved trauma ( physical and mental ) literally run my life and i was a not very nice person with a victim complex going around assuming nothing i did was my fault and oh god do i look back and Cringe big time . genuinely like wtf was i doing . not just here but irl too !! and to see how far therapy and meds have brought me is just… i still have a long way to go and i’m still unlearning really negative and problematic mindsets but i’m proud of the progress i’ve made so far and yeah . i’m nowhere near perfect but it’s a darn sight better than i was . i’m hoping one day i can reach out to people i’ve hurt in the past and prove i’m not that person anymore , and i know that’s unlikely and i know it’s not my place to seek or demand that but i have hope yknow ? idk this time of year makes me go 🫨🫨🫨 but i’m channeling it into acknowledging my past actions and using it to be proud of my progress rather than fuel my delusions 😂