#&group

We just wish we hated the western room less I guess. It's inane and boring and all of the puzzles are lackluster and the reset is boring and the story is boring and we don't understand how to reset or even make sure the time travel room is set up or whatever and the zombie room is okay but it's too confusing to reset without crying a little every time and the movie room we haven't been paying attention to because it's leaving after tomorrow so we just don't care enough to learn it all because it's all going to change anyway. The one room we love and care about a lot is the one everyone else wants and they get it because they have seniority and I get that it just sucks. I'm not upset with anyone. I just wish it wasn't this way. We're really tired today. Just have to keep it together. We just... were really looking forward to getting to try the conspiracy room once today because we figured our schedule would make sense for it but it's okay. I get it. I just need to sit and cry and get myself together and get someone else out here who can handle us better right now. -Ryan

It feels like we're an afterthought in our own life. It feels like our purpose is just filling holes in the story, to everyone else's convenience. I know that's just how it feels right now, but it feels bad. We don't want to be alive right now. There's little joy in this world for us at the moment. What little there is is often stripped for the convenience of others or because we're neither in control of our own life nor often allowed to become comfortable with a lack of control. We enjoy a thing and the world does its best to immediately strike that thing from the list of allowances in our life. This is an overreaction to a schedule for a single day, but on some level I understand why we're reacting like this. Still. We shouldn't bank on there being enjoyable parts of work. Work is not intended to be enjoyable. -Effie.

We just want to be happy. Home isn't happy right now. Work isn't happy. We don't even get quiet drives alone all that often anymore. That was an escape from the stress. Now we always have to be going. That's how working is. We'll get used to it. It's not awful. We're not unhappy with the job. We're just unhappy with the management, with the lack of care there seems to be for our autonomy, with the way we're being looked down upon, with the stress, with the tired mornings and late nights, we're just tired today. We're having a bad one. We just want to be happy. -Zach