#|trigger|suicide idealization|

She didn't think too much about the fact that she had been pulled away from anything, she didn't even realize she had nearly gotten hit. Hell, even if she did notice, she likely wouldn't have cared. No one should be driving in this weather anyways.

Her clothes and body felt cold as if she had been in this weather for hours. Her gaze managed to focus on the other, eventually. Even if she wasn't able to look at him properly at the moment. She was just focusing in on the voice, too mentally exhausted to properly focus. But the realization that someone was talking to her was kicking in, and she barely managed to comprehend what he was saying. ". . . I'm sorry."

@dawnxtoxdusk​ asked:  “You’ll freeze out there.” - Chu at Maika Christmas Classics Sentence Starters

That honestly sounded tempting-

Taking a breath, she rubbed her hands on her arms, another shiver going through her body. Of course she was going to freeze out in this cold, it suddenly started to snow and before she could even get home, there was a decent few inches of snow on the ground. It left her trying to escape back home, but still getting caught in the downfall.

Anon asked:  who do u want to ship with maika Anon asked:  who do you ship with Maika? It's Sexual Sunday so...  (Pretty sure it’s this one not sure--)

I’m pretty surprised I got two anons asking about the same thing, it’s amusing--

I’m not gonna list all of my wants for her, because honestly? I want people to kind of guess a bit about it. Not to mention she’s pretty flexible when it comes to shipping, I have her shipped elsewhere with very different kinds of muses throughout a few fandoms so she’s kinda easy to please, apparently.

One thing to keep in mind, though, is that she is pansexual and she is open to polyamorous relationships. She’s also fairly easy to trick into toxic relationships, from personal AU experience. 

The biggest one to note within the BSD fandom would be Dazai, considering they both keep up masks, but deep inside hold desires for something else. Depending on the Dazai and how someone sees him the desire for death may be a facade or realistic, but I’ll use my Dazai as the example and say that he does hold a true desire for death. They both hold similar goals and that’s something Maika can oddly admire despite the awkwardness for seeing something also crave death. It’s a dynamic that’s interesting because of this similar craving they share.