OKAY! So it’s time for a very big,massive, giant explanation. I know I disappeared for a very long and I apologize for that.
life was getting so much better for me I was in a very good place mentally and emotionally, until my life took a very unexpected turn. And I mean it was 0-100 real fast. I came home from work one day only to be sat down by my dad and he told me that my aunt has cancer and had about 4 to 5 weeks left. Which hit me pretty hard so I ended up not being able to sleep so I was running on coffee at that point and I didn’t take care of my self like I should have.
Well because of me not taking care of myself i ended up fainting while moving a couch it was scary and not fun at all considering I was on the stairs when it happened. I was okay thankfully just severely dehydrated.
Over the next months I got a full time job at the local college so a lot of my time is spent there during during this time family issues happened and I became extremely depressed and truthfully hid myself away from everything. Then the last month I had some health issues that I needed to attend too.
And then we are at the current month which as knocked me down massively. Last week I received a call from my mom while I’m out shopping where she tells me that someone who I consider my bonus mom has terminal brain cancer. Which is currently something that I am struggling to process. I will get there eventually but right now I cannot wrapping my mind around it.
I am deeply sorry for disappearing again.
-Manda
