#`journal

since yesterday I gained 3 levels

hold me close and hold me fast the magic spell you cast this is la vie en rose when you kiss me, heaven sighs and though i close my eyes i see la vie en rose when you press me to your heart i'm in a world apart a world where roses bloom and when you speak, angels sing from above everyday words seem to turn into love songs give your heart and soul to me and life will always be la vie en rose

the world makes it so hard to stop hating myself.

참 비겁한 인간이야, 난. 실패할까봐 시작조차 안하는 겁쟁이. 다른 사람 만큼 못할까봐 겁내는 바보. 쓸때없는 걱정만 하고있는 쓸때없는 사람.

i can't tell what's worse; being sad or being numb.