#[drd}

This is not one of John's best ideas...

For one, there's A LOT of insecurity (can you see me past my scars, will you love my secondhand heart, can't let you go, at least just love me etc). Then later, "Am I enough to keep me in your life (just cause we're happy)", jesus, Debby. A real parallel to the Craving from the other pov, like it's interesting how THIS is her 'Josh song'. I can't help but wonder, why re-release it now??? Same vibes as the Craving opening with that damn voicenote and Tyler looking tired.

Also kind of shines a light on how Josh 'likes' her stuff, sure, but doesn't really share it (not a repost of the recent ad or this to his story even, unless I missed something). Interesting as always, but the song is just really sad, borderline desperate. Definitely not what I expected from the updated name.

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so. okay. if you'll indulge me and allow me to go slightly insane for a moment here:

this and tear in my heart have the same temporal problem. timh was released after tyler and jenna got married, but was almost certainly written in 2013/early 2014 while on tour for vessel, during the beginning of the relationship. timh is non-specific, but it's also kinda cute, indicative of an earlier stage of a relationship, the fact that is was released after the wedding was an artifact of schedules, and was not really anyone's fault.

this song, actually suits its initial temporal placement of 2016, i assume it was written around that time (especially because it was released as a single and not as part of an album or ep) and if we assume josh and debby were possibly restarting their relationship around that time (which we can't know, because they've never said) then it makes sense as an expression of feelings brought on by the beginning of a new-old relationship.

a re-release now, however. gives it the same problem as timh. because it's sweet and understandable as feelings brought on by the start of a relationship, but six years into marriage? a straight up re-release or new recording is one thing. all that means is she liked the song and wanted to update the sound. understandable. normal. ADDING JOSH'S NAME TO THE TITLE THOUGH???

yeah. getting some real craving vibes from this one. yikes.

Look at them:

They are Friend Shaped. They are disarming. They are useful and helpful. They have so much personality (especially 1812, I'd die for him), and they're essentially something that allows Moya and the crew to interact directly.

One of them is also the first thing Crichton (and kinda the audience) see of Moya. They say "Yeah, the show is gonna be weird, but not always. Look at these Little Guys, they're here to help and be cute." They show that in the insane, complex, scary world of Farscape, there's time for things to just Be Cute.

Death Ray Designs restocks are up & ready to go!

Miniatures 67th North Horizon Corps Fire Support Team Axiom Hover Tank APC Ballista Light Artillery Tank Battlefield Bastion C1-A Wheeled APC Cerberus Gunslinger Team Box Civilian Vehicles Pack 1 Close Quarters Weapons Pack 1 Light / Medium Collins Command Vehicle Command Convoy Pack Condor Transport VTOL Cutter Tactical Transport Dashtae Medium Quad Mech Feddeck Field Gun Feddeck Field Rail Forward Command Post Heavy Tank Troop Herbold Transport Tank Hex Base Hex Flight Stand Hex Infantry Stand HMG Infantry Platoon Infantry Squads Infantry Support Asset Box Jump Infantry Platoon Kite 350X Leatherback Tracked APC Medusa Heavy Flak Tank Motorized Biker Infantry Platoon Nabile Attack VTOL with Rail Guns Paladin Ultra-Heavy HE-V Parson Transport VTOL Power Grid Greebles Roland’s Reavers Berserker Team Rostam Battlearmor Platoon Silverback Power Armor SRM Infantry Platoon Standard Infantry Platoon Tennant Battle Armor Thin Clear Hex Base Traffic Control Greebles Vesper VTOL with Rail Gun Volstrecker Heavy HE-V Wavell Medium Tank Weapon Insert Pack

Decals Checkers Black and Clear Checkers Black and White Checkers Dark Blue and White Checkers White and Clear Graffiti 6mm 1 Graffiti 6mm 2 Kill Marks and Honor 1 Black Kill Marks and Honor 1 White Mech Markings 1 Red Stencil Numbers White 00-59 Tokyo Block Numbers White on Black 00-59 Tokyo Block Numbers White on Black 60-100+ Warning Markings 1 (6mm) Warning Markings 2 (6mm) Jolly Roger 1 White Pirate 1 Black Dogfighter Numbers White on Black 00-59 Hazard Stripe Clean Black and Yellow Front Toward Enemy - Base Front Type 1 White on Yellow Pirate 1 Red Kanji Numbers 1 White on Black 61+ Pirate 1 White

Terrain & Accessories Artillery & Strafing Markers - Red Battlefield Mud Hex Hex City: Frontier Rotor 20mm - 4 Blade Rotor 30mm - 4 Blade Rotor 40mm - 5 Blade

♥ outfit

Mellow Elie / Elie Bandeau - All Colors @VelvetBoheme (opens today at 1PM SLT) Mellow Elie / Ojai Overalls - All Colors @VelvetBoheme TETRA - Euphoria Boots (Fatpack)

♥ body

MINA Hair - Nova - All colors @VelvetBoheme : Noya : - CatLove FATPACK Tattoo @VelvetBoheme

♥ decor & pose

DRD - The Corner Artist @VelvetBoheme Heart - WILDFLOWERS - Buttercups HPMD* WildGrasses HPMD* Shrub02 +Half-Deer+ Star Garden Tree

{i am the caretaker of souls} So these arrived in the mail today... Yes, hello, I am still buying toys at my age, haha. I collect plushies and action figures for things I love, and getting older hasn't stopped me yet. XD When I watched Farscape in the early 2000s, the internet wasn't what it was now and stores were more often brick and mortar than online in nature. You kindof had to just happen upon things while shopping or hear about it from someone to know it existed. So I never knew there was Farscape merch out there before, but now my wallet knows, heh. Between what was available when the show was originally airing and what was released last year when the show had its 25th anniversary of its premiere, there's some neat things out there to scavenge.

The DRD and Rygel plushies are new and were released for the anniversary last year, while the Zhaan action figure is an original from 2000. Rygel's wrinkles just send me, honestly, like... they're perfect. And the DRD is so soft and squishy. XD

What I love about the action figure set is that it contains the super cute two-headed bird (called a trelkez) from the episode "That Old Black Magic" (S01E08) on its little perch. It's actually a pretty good likeness too.

Figure:

Show:

It also contains the blue glass-like mask Crichton broke in Zhaan's room multiple times in "Back and Back and Back to the Future" (S01E05).