#@lay

Once again, Yixing was sitting in the cafeteria, staring at the coffee he had ordered about thirty minutes ago. He didn't know why, but it usually happened to him. From time to time, while he was doing his assignements, thoughts came to his mind. That day had been too hard for him. All of sudden, as if he was a ten year old kid again, he had recognised that esence. It was the sweet esence of roses he had been inhaling during his first years of school. It was hers. He then remembered how he never told her anything, he just accepted to become a member and forgot everything about her, as if she had never existed. He hadn't thought of this until he was already a member of the agency, when he had a free day and went to his hometown, hoping he would find his grandparents which obviously had died a few years ago. In that moment, he had realised how much he had missed, but he decided to look for her in which used to be her old house, but she wasn't there, and that day he almost felt like crying again, but he promised himself he would never do it again, and he managed to hold back his tears.