#;mindgames

What I really just want with this muse. Need. Is for people to understand that like.. You probably can’t ‘fix’ her without a shitload of therapy, that she willingly needs to subject herself to, which she won’t. She’s not a damsel to be saved.

She’s a minx, she’s a villain, and a psychopath. I am not going to make it more beautiful than it is, I am not going to ever make her nicer than she is -unless it serves her. She always plays roles-. She is the purest form of problematic, because she has no regard for others and their feelings. She lacks sympathy, and she acts out of self-preservation and self-indulgence only. 

Ooz; Am I horrible for saying that ‘released from service’ means dead?

ooz; In canon we’ve seen her react to Yumichika insinuating she is a boy which is a BIG issue for her, and mentioning that, telling her/asking her in a derogative way whether she is male would definitely get a reaction. Things like commenting on her flat chest and such, simply because she is biologically male and does NOT want to be reminded of it, nor does she want people to question her gender.

As for outside of canon; she really is very resilient, she doesn’t quickly take something seriously, and she’s ready to make a game out of any insult she receives. She also doesn’t have anything to ‘protect’ as most people do, so insulting, hurting, or killing her ‘comrades’ wouldn’t spark any strong emotions either. I wish I could say there were certain other topics to anger her, but she’s quite cold like that.

What can be a trigger to make her reveal her true self is a game she takes too far. She’s prone to getting excited, especially if she’s made a plan in her head. She’ll already have jumped to the future of it and gets lost in the game, which usually ends violently, causing her to show her true colours prematurely.

Ooz; ‘Human life’, or ANY life, means little to her due to the fact that there isn’t technically an ‘end’ to it as long as she’s around. The fact that when she breaks something like that she can just fix it again (and in her humble opinion make it better even) made her very insensitive to the so called sanctity of it that most people are inclined to feel. Much less does she really care about anyone but herself. You won’t see someone like Giselle fix someone up because they’re hurting, unless it’s in her best interest to do so.

You can see that she doesn’t care about people’s lives by the way she ruthlessly -and remorselessly- killed Bambietta for her own schemes, even though they had been squadmates for what we assume to be a long time. 

As for how I interpret her ways; she is nonchalant about people dying, sometimes she’s even excited about it. She doesn’t care if someone close to her passes away. You also won’t see her nurse any poor little animals (including humans) back to life. Instead, she’s more likely to ‘put them out of their misery’. She can definitely come off as crude and insensitive when breeching the subject, too, because really, she is unable to understand the sensitivity about it that others seem to have, because she herself is incapable of feeling it.

Ooz; I most certainly can. I have started developing a backstory for her in which her being transgendered basically was never accepted by her parents. Her father most of all. Mostly because she was their only son, and appointed to be heir. 

Every time she would try to do ‘girl’ things, or wear dresses and skirts and otherwise remotely girly clothing, her father would strip her down and put her in front of a mirror, forcing her to look at herself and ‘accept who she really was, whether she liked it or not’.