#;confession

continued from here with @mp-jungjin

Bes felt, for lack of a better word, pathetic. The only redeeming piece of this entire interaction was that he couldn't see himself from Jungjin's point of view- for multiple reasons.

Here they were in the moment he had spent countless hours imagining. The writer was just as gorgeous and sweet as always but those pretty hazel eyes filled with distress and it was all his fault. This was supposed to be a poetic, perfect moment but Bes had blown it somehow. Perhaps his confession was too sudden, or too plain; somehow he had worded it wrong or misspoken in a way that had put doubt into Jungjin's heart. Maybe he could salvage the situation. Maybe he just needed to be reassuring.

"You're perfect, you really are. I never forgot you, you were the first person who showed me kindness and I remembered it all these years. I couldn't... I didn't ever want anyone else. When we met here it felt like fate. What are the odds of us coming together again like this if not?"

“I don’t think that’s true.”

{ [ send © and i’ll post three confessions without naming who they are about!!] }Set G

❝TOUCH ME.❞

❝You deserve better. You need to get out.❞

@trashyxocs

Jimin hadn’t seen Brax in so long, but his heart still ached for him. He wanted nothing more than to have his arms wrapped around the male, fingers threading through dusty hair, nose nuzzled into the crook of his neck, curled up in the bed. Jimin was missing him more than he usually did, and he couldn’t make the feeling stop. So, he grabbed a notebook, a pen, and began to write a letter he knew he would never send.

Brax,

I have never loved anyone the way I loved you. I have wanted you since the day we split, and I have never gotten over you. I’ve tried. I keep trying to get over you, I keep trying to think of seeing other people, but you’re all I think about. I think about your eyes, and your lips, and your arms around me. I think about hearing your voice against my ear, your laugh next to me, your heartbeat with my head on your chest.

The best part of being with you was that you always kept me safe. You’ve always been someone I could count on. I knew since the day I first met you, since you protected me from Vit, since you stepped out in front of him that day I accidentally bumped into him at that bar. I knew from the moment you came into my vision that you’d be someone I’d never be able to forget. You’re in every dream, every vision, every nightmare I have. I love you in my dreams, I see children and happiness and beauty. In my nightmares, I see you dying, Vit and Sin pulling you piece by piece. I knew I’d have to put myself on the line when I met you, but I wanted to. I wanted you.