#;backintime

SEND A  ▲ AND I WILL GENERATE A NUMBER FOR WHAT MY MUSE SAYS TO YOURS. 48.  ❝I assume I need no introduction.❞

After being enlisted for a while the idol learned the army composure, the way he was supposed to talk and behave, it wasn’t that difficult but it took him a bit to get used to. If there was something JJ had completely absorbed was the way to act in front of a person with higher ranking than him and especially in front of a General, so when the General Kang called him to a side, the now soldier knew there was no way of ignoring the man, not like he wanted to, but when such a person calls you out it’s kind of difficult not to freak out a little bit. The older man asked the Corporal to follow him and so did he. Once they were away from the others, he could notice a girl standing there, and just as he thought, the General Kang led him to her. “Corporal, she is my daughter Kang Yuzi, she is a dancer. Yuzi, this is Corporal Kim.” His words were sharp but he could sense some sort of pride in them, he may be wrong, but decided not to think much about it and bow to the younger girl in front of him. The older man left after both of them bowed to each other and JJ couldn’t hold back his soft laugh. “I assume I need no introduction any longer, your father already did.” The atmosphere was quite awkward but he wouldn’t blame the girl, she looked like she had no idea what was going on.

“If you can see that I’m not telling you about it, why would I change my mind about that now?” she doesn’t bother speaking politely, even if JJ was older, as well as a senior in her business. She didn’t know why anyone would be asking stupid questions like the one he just asked her. Of course she appreciated the well-respected sunbae attending one of their first appearances on a music show, but having him see straight through her facade was not something she’d signed up for. “Nothing happened, I’m fine.”

The fever burning up zitao’s body from the inside was causing his head to spin in pain. Dizziness taking over him, loud music hitting his ears making it even harder for him to focus on the overwhelming world around him.

Sipping on a drink he did not even remember getting the man let the faceless mass of people engulf him. The mixture of sounds and colorful lights had him almost trip and fall out of the crowd only to find himself by the bar again. The neverending pain eating him out from the inside and as if that wasn’t enough the feeling of loneliness creeped upon him.

Glancing to the sides with widely opened eyes he looked for a friendly looking person. He honestly needed that little bit of closeness of affection. A figure of a quite handsome looking man moved closer to him. The stranger was probably thinking of getting another drink for himself but zitao was not only drunk himself but also the pain of his miserable life was so horrendous he could not care about the weirdness of what he was about to do. His body leaned forward, chipped lips brushing over the latter’s smooth chin in a gentle peck.

Almost immediately the man pulled back from him, obviously surprised by zitao’s action. Who could have blamed him though? Zitao kept staring at him. His widened pupils showing how desperate for a warmth from another human being he was.

As the latter spoke Zitao’s lips pressed into a line as he nodded slowly, trying his best to stop his damaged body from shaking under the fever’s infulance.

“…what kind of a drink would you like?” If buying the latter alcohol was going to give him even the slightest amout of affection he was going to do it. Honestly he was going to do anything to be treated well just this once.

The original plan wasn’t drinking that much, but it happened, fate wanted things to go like that, or at least that was he going to tell himself the next morning when lady hungover make him a visit. Who would he trick? Everyone knew he was going to party hard when his enlistment date was so close, just a couple of days away. Though he was working hard on many different things at the same time and he was tired, JJ didn’t want to lose any second, sleeping seemed to be a waste of time when your life was about to be cut down.

His glass was empty, and his glass couldn’t be empty, not even half empty. So he made his way to the bar through people, the place was crowded but it wasn’t impossible to move without being harassed in the intent, and no one seemed to recognize him so far, or at least no one made it obvious, giving him some freedom to enjoy himself. He ordered his drink when the stranger gave him a sudden kiss, without warning and not letting the browned haired man an option to react until the kiss was given and he was laughing with his hand on his face. “Shouldn’t I get a drink first, at least?” He said, not even realizing his words, he wasn’t serious at all, but it was the common thing to say and JJ lacked a brain-to-mouth filter. And God knew he needed it. 

6th July, 2004.

     ➥ Both of them haven’t been dating for a long time, but they were almost legal, (well, she wasn’t, but he was), and so they decided to have a sleep over. They just watched a few movies but because of their tiring schedules Boa couldn’t help but fall asleep, even if she wanted to enjoy her time with him since they never knew when they could see each other like that again. Beside that, their relationship was more than risky. When he turned off all the devices she suddenly woke up from the loss of the noise, but she was safely laying in his arms, her small whisper getting to her ears.“Hush, go back to sleep.” was all she heard, and she only smiled faintly before she closed her eyes, her arm wrapping around his waist before she drifts off to dreamland.

“Ah…” she just said and leaned forward to inspect the gun more closely, now seeing all the differences to a real gun. Those she had been pointed at with way too often already… Damn, how she hated bullets penetrating her body. But his question made her draw back in embarrassment and she shook her head. “I actually heard there were some rare flowers in this area and wanted to see them but I kind of got lost,” she mumbled silently and rubbed her nape and with her sleeve sliding down it revealed her tattoos. The only ones she had so far. “And I’ve never played a game like that. I don’t think I’ll do well, I never held a gun in my hands so my aim would probably be completely off…”

DARK STARTER SENTENCES status: no longer accepting

He moved his gaze up to where the voice was coming from while trying to get his phone out of his pocket. Yes, he had a gun, but it was a paint gun, he and his friends went to a paintball center and he was already wearing his combat outfit. “Oh God-- I am so sorry, it wasn’t my intention, but don’t worry I don’t have paint bullets yet--” Suddenly his hand left his pocket and went to the back of his neck and a nervous laugh escaped his lips. “Are yo here to play too?” He asked the stranger to make the situation less awkward.

@rksungkyung

fates were sometimes intertwined, to see one another despite the terms they stood on which weren’t the best. he wasn’t supposed to communicate with her or lay his fingers on such a precious temple—for it had been the sake of making both parents happy. luhan knew family was first before anything else, which is also the main point why he had to let her go. people often say, you can work it out. nevertheless, no matter how true the quote was, he had given up a year ago on his pride.

lee sungkyung was his pride, his joy and once the love of his life. he had no right to speak to her, not now and ever. but that became the inevitable when a compulsory assignment with a partner for an important curriculum was given. if it wasn’t her, he would’ve honestly picked someone else but the decision was entirely up to the professor. a good attempt was to compromise, hold his composure and not let any emotions overwhelm him.

they planned to meet at his house, to work on the project. no one was really home, ever. his mother was overseas handling business inquires, she was the one responsible for putting food on the table and keeping luhan under a roof. basically, he was left to do anything with his desire but nothing too reckless.

limits, he best knew his limits..

or so he thought.

losing his chill pill in three, two, one--!! he was trying to pull himself up to get a glass of water for the two of them, since it was a polite gesture to do. what a clumsy fool he was for tripping and landing on top of her, face close to one another’s. that same beautiful face he could never forget, he cupped her cheeks with his hand gently. the expression on his face was painful, he bit his lip to hold back any temptation.

[ kkt 💬 Joohyun-ah ] Joohyun-ah! I’ve just watched your debut!

[ kkt 💬 Joohyun-ah ] Pink hair suits you very well!

[ kkt 💬 Joohyun-ah ] You’re making me proud!