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How are women so hot..?

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Why am I always like this. Overreacting and treating the people I love like shit.. I always feel so horrible when I’m mad at someone, because inside I know that they don’t deserve to feel bad for something they thought was the right thing. I’m just a jealous depressed and lonely pathetic person who’s friends never want to spend time with anymore.. all I do is stay in bed everyday and never go out and have fun. And even if I do, I just ruin it for the people around me.. I just want to be happy, that’s all I really want.. but all I do is make myself and the people around me sad. I’m never going to be good enough for anyone. Not for my family, my ‘friends’, my boyfriend…..

I’m so sorry… I’m sorry to everyone I’ve hurt and to everyone who left because i wasn’t good enough for them.. I’m sorry I had to break people’s hearts when I knew deep down I didn’t want to.. im sorry I’m not good enough, to be the best I could be for you…. I’m sorry I’m needy and clingy and get sad easily. I’m sorry I need you, but I really do. I’m sorry I don’t treat you the way you should be treated, but I’m trying and someday I hope I can treat you in the best way possible..

Me: Clyde...why?

Cat:*looks at me*

Me:*looks back*

Cat:*hissing*