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shane’s amused little smile at ”did you like sucking my cock?”

love love love grace's tendency towards denial and elopement specifically because !! running away from something always results in running toward something else. not wanting to be reminded of his previous academic failure makes him agree to study the astrophage. desperately trying to get away from blip-a makes him jump in the pilot seat that he was adamantly denying moments before. physically trying to run away from his first spacewalk bungee-corded him out the door. trying to deny the fate of slowly rotting to death alone gives him the courage to remove his helmet in the tunnel. mary escaping adrian's atmosphere catapults them to a cure. wildly running from stratt gets him blindsided and tackled to the ground. trying to reconcile the weight of rocky's death on his conscience leads him to a life full of joy on erid. do you understand what I'm saying.

“we choose earth” CHRISTINA KOCH I JUST RECOVERED FROM WE LOVE YOU FROM THE MOON I CANNOT HANDLE THIS

the way young kirk starts to run to spock to try and save him but is stopped by wrath of khan kirk. who's been there. he knows what it's like to not be able to save spock. he says "no. not you." and looks behind him to post-death kirk. spock doesn't need to be saved, he needs someone to go with him.