#!noctis post

Actually crazy how much even 10 mg of Prozac has helped with our intrusive thoughts. Idk if we're sensitive or it's the placebo effect but like. Since we got through the loading period we've had maybe one spiral a week instead of multiple a day and we can handle them when they show up

Tfw you get a fictive from a game you don't even play

Our hands hurt and our legs are swollen. This is the worst actually

I think it's sort of telling that the fact that our system has cultivated a culture where we're allowed to and even encouraged to ask for more--more time, more freedom to pursue hobbies, more privacy, more control over what information we want displayed--and the fact that it genuinely feels like a surprise, almost, when we give ourselves that freedom, is either a reflection on how we were expected to be handled in the past or how our brain is wired to expect strictness and limitation as a default. We're slowly learning how to let ourselves just...be, and how to give ourselves lives outside of what is expected.