What if the monster is waiting outside?
... what if the monster doesn't think you're worth harming.
What if the monster takes away the only one you've ever bonded with.
What would you do?
Realizing that you are nothing to the monster, not even worth sparing a glance at...
Is it relief? Is it anger?
Is it fair? Does it make sense to be angry with the monster? To not be 'chosen'? To not be worthy of attention? To be left under a table in the shadows while someone else falls victim to the monster?
What if the monster never knew you existed?
Would it make you feel better, as long as you were being seen?
Or did you want to make yourself worthwhile to the man who took you in and made sure you were safe and cared about?
Did you intend on repaying what you consider a debt?
Would you have felt better if it were you in someone else's place?
Are you tired of always being a bystander?














