Should I steer clear of that rp you were in? I love horror but now Iโm nervous lol
in the interest of being transparent and honest : i was kicked out of the rp due to some ooc drama between me and one other person which i was hoping to rectify but then escalated and had another person join in and throw in an angry pointed tirade at me ( idk why bc i actually liked both ppl ooc it just seemed to go a bit bananas w miscommunication ) . it didnโt end well . but i have nothing but kindness to say for everyone else in the rp atm ! i made some really good friends and idk if they still like me bc i got booted before i could say anything really but i hold good vibes for them and the rp generally !!
hello, i'm usually very chill but angry tirade person here !!! you literally said that conversations about kieran and finch take up the gc every time you came online and made it hard for people to feel included. then say you feel that way because you want to " champion people " which is like a wild statement to make, because i feel like flea and i are always the ones reacting to people's threads, commenting about their characters, asking questions about them in the headcanon channel, and creating discussions and theories regarding other muses' involvement with the plot. and never was there any actual instances of conversations about kieran/finch ever drowning out anything. so maybe if you wanted to champion people so bad, you should have generated discussions like we were doing in the first place instead of projecting that our big scary gay muses were taking up too much space. and honestly, this whole shit really just comes down to you feeling uncomfortable with ships involving gay men. like, let's unpack that. you felt ostracized by flea because you weren't playing a queer man and said that you felt like being pressured into playing a queer man whenever she made jokes about ricardo being straight. mind you, no one actually wants to fuck ricardo whether he's gay or not ( you saying he likes new years because of drunk girls ... another thing to unpack, but i'll leave your own self-reflection with that ). like you are so vigilant to call out mlm fetishization in the rpc that you literally can't just allow queer male characters to exist without making it about your discomfort. you see our characters and god forbid we talk about them or plot relationships between them ( almost like we're in the same rp ? and as if we only plot with each other, because i'll let the record show all my plotting messages lmao. or even just flea and i's threads ... we barely even write with each other ), and go " yup, too much. " like i still honestly cannot wrap my head around the idea that i've made people feel excluded and unable to join in on conversations because it was all about kieran/finch. cannot remember a single time that ever happened. seemed like you just chose a gay ship to fixate and project your discomfort on. the only miscommunication is you making shit up and still saying you don't know why i was angry is kinda crazy. like, let's not act oblivious because that'd be bananas, sorry !!!
