S H I T H E A D S

Due to my life being very busy at the moment (family coming into two and going on vacation)  and not having a lot of muse for paras. I’m putting my blog on a semi-hiatus until June-18-19. i might be around to do a few text replies or snapchat things but all paras won’t be done until the 18th. Super sorry about this! But my family is in town and I leave Thursday to go on a beach vacation. This blog won’t be abounded I will be back fully on the 18th! 

“Some people need to realize they aren’t better than anyone else...were all like people,” Wyn was real close to shutting down. It was their way to cope. It’s what they did all through high school. When something bad happened they just went and hid from the world. They were good at closing people out. It was how they survived. But, they were trying their best not to do that anymore. To open up more instead of shutting down. “Don’t really believe in physical abuse but wish someone would smack them.” A sigh came from Wyn’s lips as they just tired to not think of what happened and what’s been happening more of their life. When the woman asked if they wanted to talk about it Wyn wasn’t so sure what to say. Even growing up they never talked about anything that happened.  Even when their sister or dads would ask they’d never answer. They’d just go read a book or go hide in bed or play video games. They’d just distract themselves from the pain. Never actually talk about it. Again they’d just shut down. “It...it’s not a big deal..I should be use to it,” Wyn said this but really no one should be use to being bullied no matter the age. “I was at the mall..trying to find a something nice to wear  for the launch of my app and I picked out this cute little dress,” They didn’t look at the girl the whole time they spoke. “Some girl who worked there called me a name to her coworker..it’s fine though. I’ve been called worse.” They tried to brush it all off.  “Besides they didn’t actually say it to me..I just overheard it.” 

Peter most have known him well because he didn’t want to argue again right before he was told not too. Instead Caspian sighed. Sighed loudly too. It showed just how much he wanted to argue or say something else but didn’t. No he dropped the witch sentence and just moved along. Caspian was waiting for the fae to run off. To be scared of him. To hate what he just told him but instead he was met with acceptance. Peter accepted who he was. Caspian was shocked to say the least. “No..I’d never choose to be this way,” He admitted and it was the truth. He’d never wish being wendigo on anyone. He felt like it was a curse and no one deserved it.  The man’s lips pulled into a very thin smile when the other mentioned making him food with human. He almost made a small comment about eating it raw but he didn’t want to push it. Didn’t want to freak the other out. Didn’t want the acceptance to fade away. “You’re amazing,” The wendigo whispered right before their lips touched. He never thought he’d find happiness. Never thought anyone would be with him willingly. But, maybe he was finally finding a real reason to live and not just survive. Maybe the reason would be the little fairy he was looking at. “You can’t lie?” Caspian questioned before frowning at the man’s next sentence. Lost his beauty? But, he was beautiful. Caspian soon understood though when he saw the scars. His own eyes flashed the white color they had been before. He normally was in control but sometimes when he was taken over by a strong mood he couldn’t control it. Right now was one of those times. Rage filled his body as he saw what they had done to him. His teeth even came to show as his eyes wondered the other’s body. “They did this to you?” His still white eyes meet the others. “I think you are beautiful still,”It wasn’t a lie. The scars might not have been pretty but that didn’t change how Caspian saw him. “You are still Peter..My beautiful peter.” Caspian touched the other’s chest before kissing his lips ever so lightly careful of his teeth. “They had no right to hurt you...but even though they did you are still perfect.”

Wynter: it's not a big deal just had to get 12. so not a lot but yah

Gotta go run some errands but i’ll be back later to do replies until then though please check out my opens! I have a few new ones with no replies

“Look..I explained to you how this would work.” Haven was annoyed very easily and now was one of those times. She hated repeating herself. “I told you I wouldn’t leave him but that doesn’t mean I like you any less. It’s just if I stay with him for five more years the prenup no longer matters. I can get everything that’s mine,” Haven was heartless and her next sentence just proved it. “Plus, baby, he won’t last much longer after that. Then I could get it all. I am in his will.”