please be kind. i want to create a safe space for myself, and extend it to others who have similar interests as me.
π MDNI. i might write anything explicit, so please do not interact. shoo shoo. π§ββοΈ
for nsfw requests, please click here. tldr: not confident in writing smuts, but i will give it a try if i can, but lower your expectations π
i write for myself, mostly. anything i write are mostly my delusional thoughts with sylus. coping so hard he is not real. anyone is definitely welcome to be delusional with me lolz. if you disagree with me, donβt fight me in the comments. letβs both be happy and do ourselves a favor.
no consistent style of writing. as of now, i only write short imagines and drabbles, or whatever format, not full fics. you are welcome to stay and be delusional with me. you can share your scenarios with me or give prompts through ask or by messaging me, and if i get creative enough, maybe i can make a scenario on it. π«Ά
english is not my first language. so i apologize if i use some words incorrectly or the grammar seems wrong.
heavy projections. most of what i write are my delusional thoughts with sylus, and are inspired through my daily life occurrences. any similarities of what i write to other fellow lads writers is just coincidence.
sylus might be ooc. i apologize if sylus, or any character i might write for, will seem a bit ooc. i interpret him in my own way when playing the game and daydream of my own. i do not aim to spread misinformation or purposely mischaracterize him. iβm here to share my delusions and simp for a 2D man πββοΈ
slow updates. behind this blog is a girl who is struggling in life π«Ά
i am a very forgetful person. so if anyone sends a request or mention my previous writings, it might take me a while to remember π₯² iβm sorry
i do not consent to ai. please do not put my work on ai grr π
About Rosie
i play genshin impact (wanderer & furina main) & honkai star rail (i like ratio, aven, & sunday)
i will only write for sylus (for now maybe, iβm obsessed with himβ¦)
idk what else to add lolz.
note: iβm new to tumblr and new to writing. i will add more rules if i can think of some or update this when necessary.
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warnings: dottoreβs gonna be very ooc here? idk bruh, i am very delusional, this is very self-indulgent, let's pretend dottore isβ¦ normal π (iβm so into him these days leave me alone)
i think dottore as a boyfriend is perfect for someone who doesn't always require to have his presence with you always or most of the time. as much as he loves you, so as his experiments. what's there to complain when such man with curiousity, ambition, and intelligence is so sexy? (hmgmmgng)
if you are introverted, and prefer to do most of your things alone, then it isn't really a problem. but definitely not complaining if it's him with you π
and when both of you are together, i bet this man is all over on you (like how he was with the traveler gawwwdddd).
iβm not really blessed withβ¦ smarts so iβm gonna project it into here. dottore would be very patient to explain things to you and only you if you seem to be lagging behind with his experiment yappings. and when you are in his laboratory, you randomly blurt things out or point out something and it would help him give him new ideas for experiments (I AM PROJECTING RAAAAA).
i also think dottore is the βi love you to the point of inventionβ type of boyfriend or lover. the things heβd make no matter how busy he is with his personal experiments to make you the happiest and make you live your life conveniently as you please.
ik its not a sylus drabble but i cant help it, i wanted to write again and just so happens im so into dottore as of now so i thought of random stuff i could and tried writing again π€
Hiii we miss your fics π. Will you ever make a comeback anytime soon? Your fics are so unfiltered its relatable π₯°. We hope you will give us something delicious soon when you are free π₯
hello! i dont really have a big following, but it really makes me happy to know there are people who likes my self-indulgent fics π₯Ή
first of all, i am deeply sorry for not updating or posting any fics for a long while. in all honesty, i really did have a bunch of ideas for lads, specifically sylus, but i was busy with my personal life, and as time went by, i lost the motivation and inspiration to write. i had one draft for sylus for posting, but i didnt post it because it genuinely felt eh π it felt like i was merely writing it just to have an update, so i didnt post it.
second, guys, i am very into phainon, and phaidei since this whole month, so writing those sylus idea fics will definitely gonna be hard π. as for phainon, dont get your hopes up, i do want to write for him, but i am struggling to come up with ideas, and also out of my fear of mischaracterizing him π₯Ή. so i'm mostly here in tumblr to read phainon fics ππ
third, i do want to continue writing, but tbh again, its not my priority right now. and there's no point in writing if i wont be able to give my allβlike my personal delulus hahahakskskβand it will just end like... eh..
i apologize again for not writing or posting π₯Ή i still do play genshin, hsr, and lads, but i'm just super into phainon right now. if you want to be friends, my inbox is always open :3 and if you want to be moots in twitter, you can ask me personally for my @ but NO MINORS PLEASE!
not an update, but i just wanted to share this! π₯Ήπ
so i went to a convention weeks ago with a close friend of mine, and i saw a rafayel in abysswalker cosplayer, and i was so so excited so i went up to him to ask for pics, and we did.
fast forward to later, i saw a sylus cosplayer, cosplaying as one from no defense zone ksksksk and he had a chain leash too and for the pics, he gladly knelt down and let me hold his leash too. and because of excitement, i accidentally pulled on the leash, and i said i'm so sorry, and he said "it's okay, i get it" π LMAO KSKSK
then few minutes later, the area was so crowded and that rafayel abysswalker cosplay arrived, so it was so chaotic and everyone was trying to take their turn to take pics with both the sylus and rafayel cosplayer. and ofc i did!!
i took my chance to take pics with both of them. first was i was holding the sylus coser's chin and looking at him eye to eye, and on my left was the rafayel coser and i was holding his hand!!
then next pic was i turned to the rafayel coser and asked to hold his chin, but what happened was he freaking nuzzled his face onto my hand!! i was internally screaming because i had to stay will for the pic.
after that, it became so chaotic and crowded that they had to call the guards π i was so out of it after because the nuzzling part caught me so hard like skksksks
so now its official, i like rafayel now too (he was my second fave LI) but not both raf and sylus hahahaha π₯Ήπ«
note: if you happen to recognize this event, please dont comment about it! i wish to remain anonymous, but if you want to talk, you can dm me π need more lads friends but i suck at making friends huahua
note 2: lowkey one of the reasons why there are no updates... i cant stop thinking about rafayel lmao π and im also busy with school stuff π₯Ή
in case anyone will ask if i will write for raf because of this, idk yes no maybe so or when jellyfishes are walking naked π€
note: hello, its been a very long while π. tbh this is the only one i have written in the drafts :"). havent had any inspirations to write smth, and i saw the notifications from asks and got me motivated to write another new draft while i can. iβm also very busy with university rn so huehue.
to the person who asked if i got the asks, yes i did π₯Ή. iβm not sure how to write your request, i have it on my prompt list ideas, but no promises π₯Ή
Imagine sylus doing push-ups and you areβ¦ underneath him. Heβs wearing his sports outfit, the one he usually wears when he boxesβa black sleeveless fitting top and those short shorts that always make you feel things. This manβs closet is full of pants and it just makes you feral seeing his exposed legs. Now you are so close to him, literally underneath him, as he does his daily quota of push-ups as part of his workout routine.
Youβre so focused on himβthe way he goes up and down above you, his heavy breaths (i know heβs doing it on purpose), and his intense stare at youβthat you can hear your own heart beating right on your ears. Youβre not the one doing the intense push-ups yet your body feels so hot, tense, and sweating profusely.
βAre you alright, sweetie?β you can hear the amusement in his teasing tone, knowing his effect on you.
βShut up,β you looked away from him, instinctively pushing him away, your hands on his chest, which made you pull away in an instant. That was a mistake.
βGetting handsy, kitten?β
βIt was a mistake!β
You tried getting up but he stopped you, holding your hand down, pinning it beside your head. βWhere do you think youβre going?β
βSylus let me go! This is already embarrassing enough!β
He stared at you, smirking, βYouβre cute like this, underneath me.β
Your face felt hotter, βstop itttt!!β
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i just know while he does his push-ups with you underneath, he will purposely go so low and let you feel his bulge kskdkskksksksk and he's gonna act like it wasn't on purpose or like nothing happened, if that happened to me i would spreaβ πΉπ«
I donβt know how to end what i write as always. Do expect this session is just gonna be sylus teasing you until you are a hot mess.
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Based on a prompt from @syluspen that took me WAY TOO LONG to get around to. This is actually a compilation of all the little things I started for it but never really finished. So, uh, enjoy
Warnings: fluff, silly, established relationship, video games
Word Count: 909
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The first time was an accident, really. He didn't realize you were in the middle of streaming for how quiet you were being and came in to ask you what you wanted for dinner.
From that point on, Sylus was the most anticipated part of every livestream.
You didn't mind it. You love your man, love that he chooses to interrupt even when he knows you are streaming just to bring you a drink or give you a quick kiss just to let you know he's home from "work". You're always a little worried someone will recognize him. Thankfully, no one has so far, and hopefully it stays that way.
The chat's screaming is your only warning before arms wrap around you from behind and Sylus's chin is resting on your shoulder. You lean back into him easily, beaming as you pause in your gaming, letting it sit on a dialogue box, waiting to be read.
"Did you just get home?"
"Mhm." He playfully brushes this side of your headphones back with his nose, exposing your ear and kissing your sideburn. "What are you playing?"
"Dream Daddy." You laugh at the odd look he gives you. You circle your mouse over your avatar in the corner. "Aren't I cute? Think you'd still date me if I look like this?"
He huffs a laugh. "Sweetie, if I would still date you if you were a worm, I would still date you if you were a guy."
The chat is zooming by quickly on the secondary monitor he bought you. A lot of people scream about him being "bisexual confirmed?!?!!" He pays them no mind.
"Is it a dating sim?" he asks.
You nod, turning your head to kiss his cheek. "Awe, guys, he's learning!"
"Any good dating options?" he asks playfully. "My current partner keeps teasing me; I may need to browse some new options."
You laugh and he chuckles by your ear, squeezing you tighter in ardent affection. You open up a browser to pull up a picture of all the love interests lined up. You explain each one to him while he listens patiently.
"Which one are you going for right now?"
"Guess."
He hums thoughtfully. "Robert?"
"Got it in one."
"Well, he's the most like me."
??? Is he a cryptid hunter too????
literally look nothin alike how tf
Istg this guy is in some shady business...
You flip back over to the game. He can tell now that one of the other love interests is who you're talking to. You turn your head so you can whisper in his ear. "You alright?"
He hums again with a small nod. "Just tired. Don't worry, sweetheart."
"Let me finish this up and we can go to bed, okay?" You kiss his cheek to cement your promise. He lifts his chin from your shoulder and kisses your forehead. "I'll only be a minute."
"Take your time." He kisses your forehead again for good measure. "Have fun, sweetie." His arms slide from their place around you as he heads toward the door.
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Sylus loves watching you like this. Usually, he would wait somewhere else in a manor, tending to product for buyers or going over contracts. Tonight, however, you'd promised your viewers that you would play a horror game, and you needed him there in the room as moral support.
Which meant he got to tend to his guns (being off-camera as it were) and watch you panic over a haunted bear that wanted to kill you.
"Fuck fuck fuck, where's Bonnie?!" You jump with a startled cry, nearly flinging your headphones off from the fright. You lean back into your chair, hands on your head, as you read chat and try to calm your racing heart.
"You alright, sweetie?" he calls, trying to hide the amusement in his voice.
You're either too dazed to notice it or ignoring it altogether as you hum noncommittally. "The rabbit got me," you murmur.
The chats start flooding in out of nowhere. A few donations, a lot of screaming...
"Oh, I forgot to tell you guys that my partner is here for moral support." You giggle breathlessly. You look over at him with a smile. "They got jumpscared by your voice."
He chuckles. "I suppose I should be flattered to be on par with the monsters in your game."
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Headcanons:
He supports your streaming without hesitation
Top of the line monitors, ergonomic chairs, cat ear headphones - name it and it's yours
But he doesn't show up during your streams very often
Really you're the one who insisted he stay out of sight, given his work and the possibility that someone may just recognize him
He likes to play your livestreams in the background while he works
When you excitedly ramble to him about what happened later, he already knows, but he loves to hear it from you
If you mention craving something, he's there after a bit with exactly what you wanted, whether it's a drink or a snack
Understands completely if you don't want to eat on camera, and just saves it for you for after
Maybe sticks his head into the room to show you what he got, or messages you saying it's waiting on the table
Very very rarely is he ever in the room while you stream, but it does happen
He scared your viewers when he suddenly spoke up from the sidelines
κ° β‘ κ± imagine having a bad day so you insisted to Sylus that it would cheer you up if you stuck cute sanrio tattoos on his back. Reluctantly he finally allowed you to do so not knowing you'd stick on too much....
"Kitten, are you done yet?" "Nearly! just trust me" you said as you stuck the final one on his back before you got off his back you decided to stick more on his abs and arms. βEven more?β Sylus sighed before he shifted for you as you nodded, βokay baby cover my arms and abs too yeah? Iβm all yours kittenβ he watched you continue you to stick on the tattoos as he wondered what Luke and Kieran would think about this.
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when sylus found out months before your birthday that you have never tried being surprised on your birthday because no one really made such effort, he made it his personal top priority mission to surprise you.
preparations are already made months before. on the day of your birthday, you're going to be extra showered with attention, gifts, foods, anything. you just woke up? expect an already made breakfast in bed prepared and cooked by sylus himself. the side of your bed is already filled with gifts and shopping bags. sylus has prepared everything: down to what clothes you are going to wear, places where you will go to, and a small dinner party along with the twins.
"thanks, sy. i'm so happy and i had so much fun."
"anything for you, sweetie. happy birthday," he greeted for the second time, planting a kiss on your forehead.
super quick writing lolz im bad at surprises but i had to write this π
Sylus is for the people that rarely speak out their minds.
Sylus is for the people that somehow always get blamed for other people problems f.ex. βEx friend: You never asked me how I felt when I had that physical relationship with my ex roommate!β WELL, BITCH YOU NEVER TOLD ME YOU HAD A THING GOING ON WITH YOUR ROOMMATE!
Sylus is for the people that always fantasied scenarios that would make them cooler.
Sylus is for the people that feel they can never be enough.
Sylus is for the people that lie that they donβt care but the truth is, they care A LOT!
Sylus is for the people that look intimidating but the moment someone talks to them, they overshare.
Sylus is for the people that gets overlooked quite a lot.
Sylus is for the people that get talked over in the middle of a conversation and are forced to shut up.
Sylus is for the people that believe they are the most boring people on earth be because they get overlooked.
Sylus is for the people that canβt handle rejection in their school/work life because they think they are a failure.
Sylus is for the people that now found their worth and stopped toxic friendships which resulted in βI never let people get too close to me anymore!β.
Sylus is for the people that never been confident in their whole lives but still manage to pull through and enjoy itβ€οΈ
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weird headcanon but i like to think sylus's karma is fast (i don't know if i worded that out properly π), such as when you playfully punch or slap his arms, expect the moment you try to run away, you're going to hit your knee or elbow somewhere βπ. and he would laugh at your karma.
"see what happens, sweetie, when you punch me?" cue his affectionate but playful smirk.
but then you flick his arms again to spite him, only for you to accidentally hit your finger on a wooden chair in split seconds.
"sy stooooppp!"
got this idea from my interaction with my dad π i playfully hit him or joke about him but after a few seconds or so, i would hit my fingers or head somewhere βπ
Hii I'm new here and I LOVE to read your fics!! Can you write something more nsfw. I really love the way you keep it subtle.
helloooo thank you π₯Ήπ«Ά i can't promise on writing full-on nsfw fics with sylus for a personal reason & because i don't think i can deliver π (for now) but will definitely try to write more subtle ones when i can think of something in the future! π«Ά most of my ideas come at random times, and i'm a bit busy right now with personal matters. i hope you understand π«Ά
thanks so much again π₯°π«Άπ«Ά
additional note: just came here to reply to this, and for anyone who might drop in my asks to request something nsfw πββοΈ
