Free Bird

I’m two different people when I care and when I don’t

bro stop falling in love w the intangible idea youve projected onto someone you barely know youre scaring the hoes

“I loved to sleep with the window open. Rainy nights were the best of all: I would open the window and put my head on the pillow and close my eyes and feel the wind on my face and listen to the trees sway and creak.” - Neil Gaiman, The Ocean at the End of the Lane

“Very few people really care about freedom, about liberty, about the truth, very few. Very few people have guts, the kind of guts on which a real democracy has to depend. Without people with that sort of guts a free society dies or cannot be born.” - Doris Lessing, The Golden Notebook

“If you’re tired of kissing me I’d better go.” - F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned

“The only lover she had ever wanted was a lover in a dream.” - F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned

“‘Trust your feelings!’ — But feelings are nothing final or original; behind the feelings there stand judgments and evaluations… The inspiration born of feeling is the grandchild of a judgment — and often a false judgment!” - Friedrich Nietzsche, The Dawn

“I don’t want just words. If that’s all you have for me, you’d better go.” - F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned

““Don’t be afraid of being scared. To be afraid is a sign of common sense. Only complete idiots are not afraid of anything.” - Carlos Ruiz Zafon, The Angel’s Game

“Man is a mystery. It needs to be unravelled, and if you spend your whole life unravelling it, don’t say that you’ve wasted time. I am studying that mystery because I want to be a human being.” - Fyodor Dostoyevsky

“Hate isn’t the most dangerous thing, he’d said. Indifference is.” - Lauren Oliver, Delirium

“Dreams came to me with a particular sweetness and intensity after a little debauch, they came with repentance and tears, with curses and raptures.” - Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes From Underground

although the moments hurt when realization hits, light finds a way to shine so that I wish you happiness for someone else

I spend so much time thinking about how much I love you, and not enough showing my appreciation for every moment we spend together. Each word, touch, and interaction sends sparks through my body all the way to my heart. You are a work of art, and your photo should be displayed in every mueseum. What I wouldn’t give to share my love with you, to hug you and hold you and tell you over and over again how special you are, how precious you are to me. I didn’t think I’d ever feel so strongly, but you seem to exist to defy all expectations… knowledge greater than every library, more beautiful than any flower or painting or actor, with indescribable kindness. You are golden, and I would give everything I have to be with you. “But to hold such beauty, such treasure, all for myself would be greedy,” I tell myself, but in reality I am just too afraid to face rejection. Your friendship is too great to risk. I love you, and I hope some day I’ll be able to tell you so.