Gela and Jacob Sy

Saw her house and its subdivision. Didn’t see her since she has class? Ended up going to SM Bacoor and treated my group mates a cup of coffee and a slice of cake. 

Buti at nakikisama na ang puso at ulo. Huwag muna kayo sasakit please.  

I know that there’s a very little possibility that I’ll survive this upcoming surgery since I have complications in my body. I know that this surgery will not be easy for me as it is before. I know that this time I have to think of the happy thoughts and the future so I can survive and live long. My body is retiring but my mind keeps on working. I don’t know but it seems like I am very nervous for this upcoming surgery. Not because I am just afraid but because I might be leaving this world soon. The future is very unpredictable. I know in myself that I always want to give a good fight. I am a fighter. I don’t usually play dirty tricks. A real man play is my game. 

113***31

Hay. I hate it. 

Wew. Been long time since I wrote my last post. Hm… I love you but I got responsibilities out there and also I will never forget what you did to me. But still, i love you. Hope you’re in a good hands. :) I promise to use all the lessons I learned from you. I am still grateful to be somewhat part of your life. I miss you. I guess hanggang dito nalang talaga.

I can’t let you go baby. You are my world and I can’t afford to see you happy with another man.