By the way she blinked with a blank expression, it was clear that this wasn’t something Madison was expecting. “What now?” What else was there to say or do when the guy you’d been dating for so long that you two had built a life together said something like that?
Lucas looked at Madison, his long time girlfriend, slowly, terrified of her expression and reception of his confession. A pained look crossed his face. “I’m sorry, Mads. I’m sorry. I don’t...I don’t know what else to say. I should have said something sooner. I should have said something earlier. I know it wasn’t fair to you, not to say. But I didn’t want to hurt you, I didn’t want that at all. So I thought maybe I could...I don’t know. Force myself into bisexuality somehow, which I know is really fucking dumb. But I wanted to try, because I do care about you Madison. I do care about you so much. But I can’t...I can’t force myself to be someone I’m not anymore. Because doing that, I’ve...I’ve done something bad. Something really bad. That I know is going to hurt you a lot more than if I had just said the truth in the first place. I...Madison...” Tears rushed down Lucas’ cheeks as he looked up at his Domme, his best friend, his long time partner, knowing he had to say the truth. It was now or never. “I...Madison, I’ve- I’ve been...Seeing someone. Else. A...I’ve been seeing a man.”