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there's gotta be someone else, there has tl be,, i just, i dont know, i hhate panicking and overthinkimg about this cause i always end up making the dumbest of connections with anything nust because i overthink it ihate it,, i hatw feeling thos way,, i help not being able to shake the feeling that theres someone else,, ihatw this so much, i dont even have any proof nor do i want any!! im just overthinking,, like always,,, i hope,,, i really hope i am,,

i just wish they didnt feel so distant,, maybe rhen itd be easier to trust them,, i dont know,, i do trust them, i just,, i just wish it felt more like we were together,, like we were actual partners,, if that makes any sense,,

im sorry,,i dont want tobe like this,, im sorry zam, im sorry angxl,,

#🎀💗 | Tsuina-Chan • She/Nya #Scheduling this to post in the middle of the night when everyone including us will be asleep..

I'm so gross I'm genuinely such a horrible partner, I'm the worst for these two, they really need to find someone better,, Please,,

#🐚 | Shelly Fossilian • She/Her #I can feel the body's want to just.. dissappear from their lives all of a sudden but I don't want to hurt them or leave them #It's just #I'm scared #I don't want to be a bad partner #But I can't help but feel like I am to these two..

So many things hit at once out of nowhere and god I feel overwhelmed by all of it

dysphoria, heavy dissociation, a bunch of childhood memories, depersonalization, shame, guilt,,

I miss being a kid so badly, I miss having a normal, active life,, I miss having friends, I miss being normal, I miss being a kid, I miss being a kid so much, I miss it so much whydo I have to be a grown up,, why cant I just be a kid again,,

#❓️| Blurry • They/Them #<- I guess...

trhing not to overthink is so difficult, its so hardtonot overthink everyrhing,,

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i wish i couldbe normal for them,, i wiah i could be healthy,,

imso scaredi just want to die o wakt to die i want to die i want to sie i don want to be here i dont want ro be here please iwant to die why cant i just die whycant i just fucking die why cant i just be okay why doesthis have to happen to me why cant i beokay im so fucking scared imscared i want to die idont want to live i dontwant to dwal with this i dont want to deal with all of this im so tired of all this im doneim scared i want tokill myself i want to die i want tokill myself please i wantot pleaseplwssepleasw please just le tme die

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I wish we could have some alone time,, just us, its near impossible due to being a system. just wish we could have alone time.

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Being in source would make it so much easier.. just, us, just us. In person, with eachother,, no stupid distractions, no one else sharing front, no one else doing anything else,, just us for a bit,,, just us with time to spend together,

wether it be over tea, on a walk, in his home,, visiting other places, going shopping or dining, just,, i wish it could be just us,,,

#⚔️ | player • she/him #Them <3

I wish we could have some alone time,, just us, its near impossible due to being a system. just wish we could have alone time.

#⚔️ | player • she/him #Them <3

no matter what happens, it'll remain just a dream.

I'm alone in this world, it'll obviously stay that way, no matter what happens.

#⚔️ | player • she/him

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i don't deserve that either way, it won't happen, it's fine

i can keep dreaming, no?

#⚔️ | player • she/him

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their arms arround me, their hand behind my head holding me close and pettingnme, tellingme it'll all be okay, that i can stop worrying, that they love me,, their soft lips, their tender words,, their loving gaze,, i can picture it so, perfectly, iwish wecoud just be in person,,

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sitting inhis lap, being inhis arms,, beijg held so close,, being oetted and told that it will all be okay, shushinf me and telling me to stop worrying ao aoftly,, his warmth and that distinct scent,,

#⚔️ | player • she/him

their arms arround me, their hand behind my head holding me close and pettingnme, tellingme it'll all be okay, that i can stop worrying, that they love me,, their soft lips, their tender words,, their loving gaze,, i can picture it so, perfectly, iwish wecoud just be in person,,

#⚔️ | player • she/him

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Nearly brought myself to tears by closing my eyes and brushing my cheek with my own thumb and slightly petting my head while thinking of being held hahahaha

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Just closing my eyes and thinking of them right in front of me,, comforting me, holding me,,, slightly brushing my cheek,,, its.so conforting, icould grt lost in the thought and sensation for hours

#⚔️ | Player • She/Him #them <3

Nearly brought myself to tears by closing my eyes and brushing my cheek with my own thumb and slightly petting my head while thinking of being held hahahaha

#⚔️ | Player • She/Him #touch starved

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parents, sisters and everyone ttalking shit behind our back,, both making fun of us and accusing us of other sshit,, i think i also overheard her son calling us a tranny or something of the ssortd,, wouldnt syrprise me considering she herself calls us a fag behind our bback and then claims to never do so,

theyre both ssuch awful liars and gaslighters, they play ffavorites and were clearly tge least favorite,, this isnt even us being self-deprecating or tthinking everyone js against us its, its just wwhats genuinely going on,, im so ttired of this household, im so tired of these people tthat domt care about us, i wish we could get out,

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i feel so hollow when you’re gone, im nothing without you.

#🎀 | tsuina chan • she/nya

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