Swiftonic

We dreamt of #TSTheErasTour all summer long, and now we showed up at the last night of our #LondonTSTheErasTour party and the European leg! We don’t know anything, but we know we’ll miss you… and the show will go on. 💡📸🤗

Imagine finally seeing the person you loved for more than half of your life. It's funny how people born around the time when I became a fan are turning legal (I was turning 9 when I became a swifty now I am 25). The eras tour meant more to me than to most people because in one day my consistent prayer every era to see Taylor came true. With every era, I saw my life flash in front of my eyes. I saw myself again as a 9-year-old who listened to love story on her way back to school and then searched every goddam song that she had released (at that time fearless had not been released yet), I saw my baby sister who turned 19 yesterday as a 3 years girl shocking us by singing the entire love story song, I saw myself cry and beg at every CD shop to find fearless and speak now album and then making pirated CDs by CD burns because they never got released in my country. I saw the memory of staying up and skipping school to listen to album releases or watch her performances. I remembered how I learned the meaning of fearless, flawless, revenge, enchanted, wonderstruck and many other words that I would use in my English essay. I saw myself writing Taylor Swift lyrics on my classmate's arms and doing the hair flip thing while sitting because I loved it when she did it. I wrote 13 again, and I applied glitter like Taylor did when she was young, Yesterday I saw myself as a primary school student, a secondary school, a high school, college, undergraduate and postgraduate student. EVERY FKIN ERA REMINDED ME OF ME. God, my therapist would be so proud that her patient with dissociation was finally able to recall so much about her life lol. Yesterday, I laughed, I cried, literally fearless to red era I just was shaking badly, some nice swifties kept asking if I needed medical assistance but I just was feeling alive. Yesterday was a miracle, from choosing London to study last year without knowing Taylor would release era tour dates to Taylor releasing extra dates. I don't even know if anyone can understand this but I spent 17 years watching tour video and I was here yesterday I SAW IT I FINALLY FKIN SAW HER.

My outfit was basic but I wanted to fill my shirt with lyrics that made me heal. Unfortunately, I did not make videos or take many pictures because I was too entranced anyways here's to me finally living my dream after 17 fkin years.

@taylorswift @taylornation

I can’t begin to express my gratitude to Sadie and Dylan for giving us everything they had in order to tell this story. All Too Well The Short Film is out on YouTube, and showing all week at the AMC 13 theater in NYC. For you, from us.