Grace.

It’s honestly hard being a swiftie while #adulting

Looking back at times of my life that honestly revolved around Taylor, I had an active fan account, I made fan art, I made it my life mission to own every piece of Taylor merch I could. Where as now, I work full time and barely have time to myself, and every spare bit of change is going towards paying off a house and just everyday expenses.

But. Still at the end of the day, when it’s 12:30am and I can’t sleep after a tough week. I turn to Taylor, and her music to help ease my mind. Songs start shuffling like “The Last Time” and I’m instantly taken back to 2012, thinking about hearing RED for the first time. “This Love” starts playing and suddenly it’s 2015 and I’m standing in a lit up crowd as Taylor sang to a Sydney stadium, when I was standing there just a few meters away from a woman I absolutely idolised. Even Delicate has become a delicate topic, getting goosebumps remembering just over a year ago, Taylor floated right over my head, and the absolute joy that brought me living that the moment.

Point is. Life is hard. Adulting is hard. You might not be as crazy or dedicated as you used to be, but I never left. Just like Taylor will never leave us. Taylor is there for us when you’re at your highest highs and your lowest lows, and for that I am so thankful x

So I was shopping at Paddy’s Markets today in Sydney and instantly noticed @taylorswift’s merchandise, although it certainly wasn’t Taylor’s merchandise.. one of the stalls had directly copied Taylor’s purple Olivia shirt and was reselling them for $35. At first I had a fan girl over the fact I found something Taylor related, but afterwards it had really pissed me off, not gonna lie. Out of all the designs this booth could have created, they decided to directly steal Taylor’s.