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Ariana loved her brothers dearly, and she knew that they loved her too, but it didn't change the fact that sometimes she felt as if her presence was a burden on them. If she wasn't the way she was, things would be so much easier for them. She'd be able to go to school like them, their parents would still be here, neither of them would have to concern themselves with looking after her.

But instead their parents were dead and imprisoned, and Albus had cancelled his trip, and she knew how much he had been looking forward to it. It had been all he'd talked about in his letters for weeks and instead he was stuck at home with her.

"You're allowed to want it for yourself too, you know. It's not selfish. If I were different, you wouldn't have to be here."

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He sighed heavily, blue eyes looking up at her. "We all have to make sacrifices in the world, Ariana. That's life- It won't be forever. Aberforth has never really wanted more for himself out there, so I suspect once he finishes his schooling at Hogwarts he wouldn't mind looking after you. It's just a delay, is all." He forced a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

Yes, he had been excited for weeks about leaving Godrics Hollow to your with Elphias all over the world that summer, Hell, even have Grindelwald accompany him on his tour as they continued to search for the hallows (not that either of his siblings were aware of his plans with the blonde). @sweetxscaredxharmless

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Ariana sighed softly, slipping over to take a seat beside her brother. He didn't seem to quite understand what she meant. After all, if she'd been different then Aberforth wouldn't have had to worry about looking after her either. She knew their brother would never begrudge her for it either, Aberforth was so incredibly dedicated and she adored him for it, but it made her sad that he would have to sacrifice living his own life to protect her.

Quietly she leaned her head against his shoulder, one hand reaching out to hold his and give it a gentle squeeze. Oh how she wished Albus could have still gone on his journey.

"I'm still sorry."

#the-greater-good-1899 #v: a damaged sister

@the-greater-good-1899 | continued from here

Ariana loved her brothers dearly, and she knew that they loved her too, but it didn't change the fact that sometimes she felt as if her presence was a burden on them. If she wasn't the way she was, things would be so much easier for them. She'd be able to go to school like them, their parents would still be here, neither of them would have to concern themselves with looking after her.

But instead their parents were dead and imprisoned, and Albus had cancelled his trip, and she knew how much he had been looking forward to it. It had been all he'd talked about in his letters for weeks and instead he was stuck at home with her.

"You're allowed to want it for yourself too, you know. It's not selfish. If I were different, you wouldn't have to be here."

#the-greater-good-1899 #v: a damaged sister

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stranger things s4 starters

❝ how are you feeling today? ❞ ❝ what have you done? ❞ ❝ you speak of monsters, superheroes. that’s the stuff of myth and fairytales. ❞ ❝ are you stalking me or something? ❞ ❝ i know it’s a lot of blood, but you’re going to be okay. ❞ ❝ it’s like you’re not even here anymore. it’s like you’re a ghost. ❞ ❝ i can only help you if you’re truthful. if you open up to me. ❞ ❝ it’s okay to not be okay. ❞ ❝ even with it staring you in the face, you can’t admit it. can’t admit you’re wrong. ❞ ❝ it’s just scary to open up like that. to say how you really feel. especially to people you care about the most. ❞ ❝ i think maybe a part of me died that day too. ❞ ❝ it looks like a fairytale. a dream. ❞ ❝ everyone looks at me like…like i’m a monster. ❞ ❝ you start to believe all the things they say. that this place is cursed. ❞ ❝ do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind? ❞ ❝ look, i’m just trying to turn that frown upside down. ❞ ❝ this year is my year. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ i’m afraid you can become lost in the darkness. ❞ ❝ why do you keep pushing me away? ❞ ❝ i want today to be about me and you. ❞ ❝ if they wanna find out who you are, they will. ❞ ❝ please, just go away. ❞ ❝ only by facing all of ourselves, the good and the bad, can we become whole. ❞ ❝ i play that moment back in my head all the time. ❞ ❝ so much has happened since you left. ❞ ❝ did i survive? no, i assure you, i am still very much in hell. ❞ ❝ you are scared. you’re tired. you are injured. ❞ ❝ you’re not what i thought you’d be like. ❞ ❝ i just want to say thanks for saving my ass back there. ❞ ❝ hey, we don’t need to do this. ❞ ❝ you think because you demonstrate some talent that you’re somehow immune to the rules? ❞ ❝ why is this on me? why am i the bad guy? ❞ ❝ never tell me the odds. ❞ ❝ i don’t even know how to describe it. i’ve never seen anything like it. ❞ ❝ there’s nothing to worry about. okay? ❞ ❝ sorry. didn’t mean to scare you. ❞ ❝ now, where does it hurt? ❞ ❝ this place and the people here are not what you think. ❞ ❝ i am different. i do not belong. ❞ ❝ so, um, are we just not gonna talk about it? ❞ ❝ just try to take some deep breaths. ❞ ❝ if i show you something, you wouldn’t tell anyone, right? ❞ ❝ people just change, okay? that’s it. ❞ ❝ you gotta stop pretending to be someone else. ❞ ❝ i was so excited to see you, it was hard to breathe. ❞ ❝ i’ll smile as i watch them die a slow, agonizing death. ❞ ❝ thirty seconds or i leave without you, okay? ❞ ❝ well, well. aren’t you a sight for sore eyes? ❞ ❝ i…i didn’t mean to scare you. ❞ ❝ looks like it’s gonna be up to us again. ❞ ❝ i’m sorry. i’m having trouble understanding any of this. ❞ ❝ i believe you are our best hope. our only hope. ❞ ❝ you’re bright red in the face right now. ❞ ❝ i think it’ll be easier if we’re a team. ❞ ❝ you can’t run from me. ❞ ❝ we’re running out of time here. the world is running out of time. ❞ ❝ everyone i love, i hurt. ❞ ❝ you don’t even seem nervous. i’m impressed. ❞ ❝ what if i’m not good? what if i’m the monster? ❞ ❝ do you flee or stand your ground and fight? ❞ ❝ in dark days like this, we need something to believe in. ❞ ❝ what you’ve been through, what you’re still going through…it’s a lot for anyone. ❞ ❝ i’m not moping. ❞ ❝ there’s not that many. we can take ‘em. ❞ ❝ you remind me of someone. someone i used to know very well. ❞ ❝ we have a big fight ahead of us. ❞ ❝ so, that is it? you give up, then? ❞ ❝ did you get some rest? i have a feeling you’re gonna need it. ❞ ❝ it’s okay. you can admit it. no more lies. ❞ ❝ sounds too good to be true, yes? ❞ ❝ you’ll have to excuse the staring. you’re a bit of a celebrity. ❞ ❝ do you really expect me to believe anything you have to say? ❞ ❝ the way you looked at me. you…you were scared of me. ❞ ❝ small world, isn’t it? it’s a small world. ❞ ❝ i promise i’m gonna stop asking this, but…you’re seeing that too, right? ❞ ❝ i’ve really missed that. your laugh. ❞ ❝ i will do anything for you. ❞ ❝ you have demons in your past. ❞ ❝ you have more important things to worry about. ❞ ❝ i actually thought you’d be kinda mean and scary. ❞ ❝ i don’t want you to go. ❞ ❝ i’ve given you everything you asked for. i’ve compromised my principles. i’ve risked my life. ❞ ❝ you didn’t think it would be that easy, did you? ❞ ❝ or what? are you gonna shoot me? ❞ ❝ they’re laughing. at you. they think you’re weak. ❞ ❝ i know. you’re frightened of me. ❞ ❝ like i said…we’re alike, you and i. ❞ ❝ who knew something so small could cause so much trouble? ❞ ❝ you know, i think there’s a part of you, buried somewhere deep, that wanted me to die that day. ❞ ❝ if you want to make it out of here alive, you must do exactly as i say. ❞ ❝ i understand the stakes quite well. ❞ ❝ you can’t hurt me more than they already have. ❞ ❝ whatever comes out of there…hold your ground. ❞ ❝ you…you’re not supposed to be here. ❞ ❝ you know you can talk to me. ❞ ❝ i know what it’s like to be different. ❞ ❝ you helped me. now i help you. ❞ ❝ i don’t believe in all that supernatural crap, all right? ❞ ❝ why are you staring at me? ❞ ❝ imagine what we could do together. ❞ ❝ the more you move, the more this is gonna hurt. ❞ ❝ no one ever comes out here. we’re safe. ❞ ❝ i’m going to try to forget you said any of that. ❞ ❝ my heart can’t take it anymore. ❞ ❝ for a while i tried to be happy. normal. ❞

#meme

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🔮HE HAS BEEN IN THE HOUSE OF THE DUMBLEDORE’S for a while now, ever since lunch. Now all of them were in different parts of the house. Albus has gone upstairs to find something, Aberforth had run off somewhere - he wasn’t certain if he was in the house anymore, or if he was with the goats. And then it was little Ariana who had gone to her room, until now.

Standing up from the couch - where he has been reading a book, while he waited for Albus to come back, he frowned hearing Ariana’s whimper. “Are you okay?” He asked as he left the book over the couch and walked over. She seemed in pain, but he wasn’t certain. The good thing that didn’t look like one of her epsiodes, least not the ones he had seen.

As she pointed out what was bothering her, Gellert followed her gesture towards the curtains. He waved his hand - with a wandless spell and the curtains closed enough to obscure the room, but they were still able to see the room. “There you go, it’s that better?” Grindelwald asked reaching a hand out for her. “Come let’s sit down. Do you need something?”

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The moment the curtains shut and the room was plunged into dim light, a certain tension released from Ariana’s frame, blue eyes cracking open slightly from where they were half hidden behind her hands. The light level was much more tolerable now, less like it was stabbing at her eyes, less like the bright sunshine that had shone that day that everything had gone wrong. The dark was safe, that was what mama had always said. The dark was where nothing bad would find her, except maybe the darkness inside herself.

Uncertainty coloured Ariana's expression where she peeked out from behind her hands, glancing at the blond boy. He was around a lot these days, always whispering with Albus. She knew Aberforth didn't like him from the way her brother's forehead got all scrunched up and how he muttered under his breath and did his best to avoid the pair. But she also knew that when he was around, Albus seemed to smile a lot more, proper smiles, not the ones he'd forced for her after mama's death, like he thought she might be fooled by them. She might be younger than he, but she wasn't a baby, she wasn't stupid.

Slowly she reached out, placing her hand in his and letting him lead her over to the sofa, white socks padding near silently across the room. Settling on to the seat, she curled up a little, hugging her knees and resting her chin on them, uncertainty turned somewhat to curiosity, "I wanted some water."

#madness-and-greatness #v: a damaged sister

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@madness-and-greatness asked: ❛ i’ve got you. ❜

A soft whimper escaped her, thin fingers twining into her hair and tugging as she squeezed her eyes shut, socked feet curling into the floorboards. It was too bright, and Ariana pressed her face into her knees, taking a ragged breath. Words wouldn't come, sticking in her throat and she swallowed past the lump there, huddling in on herself.

"Br-bright..." she managed to eventually choke out, one hand pulling away from tangled blonde hair to gesture towards the open curtains. They weren't out of place, not unusual, but for some reason today, whatever way the sunlight had hit her path as she'd descended the stairs, she'd frozen, fear rising up in her throat.

#madness-and-greatness #v: a damaged sister

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🐝 * ― 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. ( some random sentences for your angsty needs. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )

❛ hey … it’s okay now. you’re safe here. ❜ ❛ please don’t leave me alone again. ❜ ❛ was it all just a lie ? ❜ ❛ you have to trust me on this. ❜ ❛ i didn’t mean it like that ! ❜ ❛ i can’t do this anymore. ❜ ❛ promise me not to do anything stupid. ❜ ❛ we’ll see each other again soon. ❜ ❛ i can’t lose you , too. ❜ ❛ this is how you wanna end it ? ❜ ❛ whatever this is - it’s over. ❜ ❛ i’m not gonna let you die ! ❜ ❛ we have to stop this before someone gets hurt. ❜ ❛ i’m fine … it’s gonna be okay. ❜ ❛ please don’t do this to me. ❜ ❛ just talk to me , okay ? ❜ ❛ don’t close your eyes. stay with me. ❜ ❛ you’ll have to save yourself. ❜ ❛ stop lying to me ! ❜ ❛ you have to do this for me or i’ll never be able to forgive you. ❜ ❛ i deserve better than this. ❜ ❛ just leave me alone. ❜ ❛ we’re too late … ❜ ❛ save yourself while you still can. ❜ ❛ you’re gonna be fine. just stay awake for a little longer , help’s already on their way. ❜ ❛ please don’t cry. ❜ ❛ stop moving , you’re only making this worse. ❜ ❛ does it hurt ? ❜ ❛ if this is the end , i’m really glad i get to be here with you. ❜ ❛ whatever you do , do not let go of my hand. ❜ ❛ i’ve got you. ❜ ❛ i’m sorry for not telling you sooner. ❜ ❛ this is all your fault ! ❜ ❛ we’re gonna survive this , right ? ❜ ❛ we’re screwed. ❜ ❛ just do this for me and we’ll never have to speak to each other again once this is all over. ❜ ❛ i thought you were better than that. ❜ ❛ one of us is gonna end up with a broken heart. ❜ ❛ i’m scared. ❜ ❛ so that’s it ? ❜

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Noticing Trauma sentence starters

Feel free to alter dialogue to suit your muse!

“That really spooked you.”

“I don’t want to pry, but.. I want you to know I also want to listen, if you want someone to talk to.”

“Well, pretend I’m not here. What would you say if nobody could hear it?”

“Does this happen a lot?”

“Hey, what happened between you two?”

“When is the last time you ate?”

“Is this okay?”

“Hey.”

“This is the third meal you’ve missed this week, are you okay?”

“[Name]?”

“What did he/she/they do?”

“This … hurts you.”

“You don’t feel safe, here.”

“When you look at [trigger], you… what is that?”

“What can I do?”

“You were crying in your sleep.”

“What do you dream about?”

“Whenever you get stressed, you do this thing with your hands. What is it?”

“You’re right, I don’t understand, yet. Will you help me?”

“Should I leave a light on for you?”

“I brought you some water.”

“I won’t judge you.”

“It doesn’t have anything to do with trust. You don’t have to tell me. But I’ll listen, if you do.”

“Count your breaths with me, okay? Ready? One, two, three, four…”

“I’m here.”

“Talk to me.”

“You don’t need to tell me everything. I just want to know how I can help.”

“Let me hold your hair back, at least.”

“You used to love that [item].”

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“It destroyed her, what they did: She was never right again. She wouldn’t use magic, but she couldn’t get rid of it; it turned inward and drove her mad, it exploded out of her when she couldn’t control it, and at times she was strange and dangerous. But mostly she was

sweet and scared and harmless.”

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Hi guys!

So as you’ve undoubtedly noticed I’ve kinda been AWOL the past two months or so. Between a pretty rough mental health patch, and then the hell that has been my undergraduate dissertation, I’ve been knocked for a loop. But…

I’M BACK!!!

My dissertation is handed in, and now it’s just studying for exams, so I’m gonna be back on here more often and getting replies done. I am though heading to a convention this weekend so activity may be a little spotty till after that’s over, but nonetheless I’ll be here! And thanks to everyone who’s been checking up on me, it’s much appreciated <3

Megan

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“I-it was on the flowers...but then it tried to fly away...” Her frown grew a little as she remembered what had happened then, and she pressed lightly into his touch, her breath hitching slightly, “But then a bird came...and it f-flew down and it a-a-ate the butterfly...”

#fcntcsticmuses #v: a damaged sister

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“You were distracted,” she shrugged, smile still playing at her lips. She could only hope that this good mood would continue. She didn’t like it when her brothers fought, when their shouts echoed through the walls, unconsciously needling at the darkness curled in her chest. Did they fight about her? She couldn’t always be sure. Right now though, those thoughts were far from her mind as she continued to twirl, giggling all the while, “I don’t think that’s a thing Ab.”

#fcntcsticmuses #v: a damaged sister

It had been so long since Ariana had been given the chance to know anyone other than immediate family. For so long, it had just been her and Mama and Albus and Aberforth. And then Mama had gone, and it was just the three of them, but then finally, finally, there had been someone new and someone, it seemed, who didn’t find her strange or scary or weird. She quite liked that.

Of course, she didn’t really mind living that way. Some new people made her nervous, and she didn’t like crowds at all. Home, she knew, was safe at least, there were places she could go if she felt bad, and there was usually somebody there who could try and help her to feel better. The outside didn’t always have that.

Blue eyes shifted to his hand as he placed it on her own, stilling her fiddling, and slowly she looked up at him again, eyes wide and doe-like in their own right. When he agreed though, a smile split her lips and she seemed to light up at the thought.

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