babyroots

Actually missed this place.

People still come on tumblr?

So I feel like I'm at one of the lowest points in my life. I can preach so much about self love and knowing your worth...yet, I never seem to know when or how to get out of this toxic relationship. I feel so lonely. I mean, he's here with me. But he's not present. Now days the only thing we have in common is our struggles. And not what we feel. Nothing hurts more than being in love with someone but not being in love with yourself. You feel insecure, devalued, you just shrink. I lost it, guys. Music don't sound the same anymore. I feel lifeless in pictures, as if I'm just watching another sad love movie, where the girl just loses herself trying to make him happy. And only him. I miss playing music. Writing poetry. I miss myself.