to love at all is to be vulnerable

"People do, don't they? Mix up love and possession. I don't think that should be possible. They're opposites really: love and ownership." - Dani

I think we’ll be getting a new puppy soon.. maybe in the next few months or so... I can’t help but feel like I’m betraying Milo (my first fur baby I got) but he lives with my parents. He loves my dad the most and I don’t think I can separate them. Because I’m out of the house now, I feel like they need Milo around. No one is left at home and they love him so much. He’ll always be my fur baby. I just can’t shake the feeling off. I miss Milo. So so so much. I shouldn’t feel guilty though. He’s happy. That’s all that matters. I love you so much Milo ❤️ always and furever my baby 😊

It has been about a month and two weeks since I moved and unpacking in general was a little slow. I basically broke the closet since it was attached to the drywall instead of the beams.. where it’s supposed to be attached. Finding a job is difficult because of COVID-19... Hoping it dies down soon so companies are no longer in a hiring freeze. After about a month and two weeks.. my mom finally responds back to me. All she said in her message was to be careful and I gave her about 2 weeks worth of time since I moved before I messaged her and didn’t respond back. I do feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I hope she can be happy for me.. eventually. I wanted to go back to VA to visit when I find a job but I don’t know when that’ll be. I want to visit my family.. my parents, brothers, niece, sister-in-law, and friends. I miss them. I’m so grateful for my significant other. He’s been my rock and supports me always. I just wish my mom could see it that way. See that he does makes me happy. I never got the chance to live out of my parents house until now. The youngest and the only daughter.. I had to rip the bandaid off but hopefully that wound heals for my mom so that she’ll accept me to visit home again.