Sincere. Sweet. Scintillating.

• Feeling lonely • Succumbing to ice-cream cravings • Hoping the new job comes through + it's the best I ever had • Feeling the desire to make a book of poetry become more intense • Feeling the urge to organize and plan myself into oblivion...even though I know too much of it will lead to paralysis • Hoping all this new shit I bought for my skin ends up working • Tired of the tired way I look • Noticing more desire to be more glam and less grunge • Wanting to go back to Cali 😩🌴 • Wishing I could empty the bowl of my soul in a conversation • Wishing there was someone to hold me • Wouldn't mind temporarily drowning in the illusion of someone else...at least it would give me something to write about for the next 6 months • Hoping the last part of the year sets the groundwork for massive transformation financially and personally • I feel like I have to get away to grow • Internally shaking at my head at the dude who said he needed to use his AK47 on the people who were keeping me away from him 😳😂😒 • Still hoping my other visa comes through...but losing sight of that dream • Still getting mistaken for a college student 😅 • Wishing I didn't feel so agitated/discontent/restless/inconvenienced • Wanting to end my summer off with a bang but afraid I can no longer afford it thanks to all the money I've lent out 😣 • Can't feel my xanax and need about 13 hours of sleep • Needing a distraction..time for Netflix