What Am I Doing

found a rock in the kitchen and as I was about to throw it in the trash I thought "wait this is cruel I should let it outside" as if it was a living thing

I let it outside

sometimes i wish i were one of those people who just go through life not thinking at all and just doing and smiling lmfao like they seem so happy.

good morning guys. the horrors persist, the cold insists and so do we

affirmations: i am so hireable and employable. everyone wants me BAD

december and january were created to test how much I can handle back to back before I'm sent into an absolute spiral

undiagnosing myself with everything. im free and happy

i sat my white ass down and got tortured

(guy who never eats breakfast, hardly eats anything for lunch, regularly drinks caffeinated beverages, procrastinates to the point of physical stress, and barely sleeps) yeah man idk i just don’t feel very alive today

i’m not hot enough to make up for how weird i am

"me and who" that's literally me and you but I'm too mentally ill to make a meaningful connection with another human.

my inability to communicate properly has done irreparable damage to me as a whole

this might come as a surprise but I might have issues not sure tho

babygirl you have made so many concerning posts in a row, i think i might be in love with you

sorry i got a boner when you gave me a high five i just havent had anybody want me around in a long time

cracking open a lukewarm one with the nobody

what the fuck makes phone apps so cocky as to send me notifications telling me to use it. my grocery list app straight up went "you havent made a list in a while! 🙂" are you out of your fucking mind. you are a program. why are you speaking to me like youre my equal. i could replace you with a pen and the back of a receipt. idiot. i kill you now