alicia / ali , 28 , she / her , est . selective . spotty activity . multi - ship / verse .
nsfw content and triggers tagged . please do not interact under 21 ! i tend to gravitate towards slice of life , anything angsty , and romantic relationships but i will happily write horror , period , fantasy , etc as well as platonic & familial . blog is not dead dove but does have heavy & triggering themes . following is not a requirement to write with me , and i do not mind if you like starters & reblog muse / fc posts from me vs the source .
below you will find a list of all of my currently open muses . all have nearly complete bios in my mind that may have yet to be written , so please feel free to ask for a personality / backstory blurb !
adeline walsh , 27 , she / her , bi , librarian . brittany o'grady .
alannah fatai , 32 , she / her , bi , veterinary assistant . greta onieogou .
arbor ackers , 26 , he / they , bi , medium & podcaster . quintessa swindell .
aurora ' rory ' price , 29 , she / her , bi , set designer . jordan alexander .
baron teller , 25 , he / him , gay , con artist . jayden revri .
beatrice ' bea ' ryder , 29 , she / her , bi , model . elizabeth gillies .
bellatrix ' trixie ' hayes , 25 , she / they , bi , cocktail waitress . amandla stenberg .
birdie woodruff , 26 , she / her , gay , artist . fae or human . maddie hasson .
brianna riddick , 29 , she / her , bi , kindergarten teacher . ryan destiny.
bronwyn alamilla , 30 , she / her , bi , clothing store employee . priscilla quintana .
caelan ' cae ' leuis , 27 , he / they , bi , it support & hacker . tyriq withers .
cameron ' ron ' ryan , 30 , she / they , bi , mechanic . kiersey clemons .
camilla ' cam ' diaz , 25 , she / they , bi , dancer & camp counselor . lizeth selene .
catalina ' cat ' blanco , 29 , she / her , bi , social media manager . eva de dominici .
colin daniels , 28 , he / him , bi , football player . michael evans behling .
cora macdonald , 31 , she / her , bi , dog walker . kiana madeira .
corgan stone , 28 , he / him , bi , piercer . elliot fletcher .
darby addison , 25 , she / her , bi , waitress . daniella perkins .
darwin apa , 28 , he / him bi , chef . alex aiono .
devran oya , 29 , she / her , bi , aspiring influencer / actress . sevda erginci .
dion palmer , 28 , he / him , bi , baker . josha stradowski .
edith graham , 27 , they / them , bi , science museum employee . liv hewson .
ellie cunningham , 29 , she / her , bi , farmers market employee . ellise chappell .
farrah everhart , 24 , she / her , bi , job hopper / photographer . madelyn cline .
gertrude ' gertie ' guerra , 30 , she / her , bi , personal trainer . aurora perrineau .
graham harris , 30 , he / him , bi , medical student . spencer house .
grayson burk , 32 , he / him , bi , bar owner . austin butler .
heidi sutton , 30 , she / her , unemployed / farmhand . debby ryan .
henry vale , 32 , he / him , bi , college major hopper . adam dimarco .
hollis gibbs , 25 , he / him , bi , bartender . corteon moore .
jada madison , 26 , she / her , bi , fashion designer . coco jones .
kali rios , 23 , she / her , bi , prostitute & thief . andrea chaparro .
kirk kade , 31 , he / they , bi , drug dealer . avan jogia .
laila ' zeppelin ' foster , 27 , she / her , bi , singer . lovie simone .
liviana ' liv ' booker , 27 , she / her , bi , mortician . rachel hilson .
matheus ' matty ' stern , 29 , he / him , bi , barista / artist . rohan nedd .
matthew farley , 25 , he / him , bi , skate shop worker & writer . charlie plummer .
madeline hathaway , 24 , she / her , bi , antiques employee . daisy edgar jones .
mirabella barrone , 25 , she / her , bi , unemployed traveler . celeste dalla porta .
miranda ' randi ' cooper , 24 , she / her , bi , skate shop employee . milly alcock .
nicholas ' nicky ' penn , 31 , he/ him , bi , gas station clerk . richard harmon .
nylah olsen , 27 , she / her , bi , character performer . alisha boe .
olivia ' ollie ' jones , 26 , she / her / bi , grocery store cashier . elle fanning .
parker seng , 36 , she / her , bi , lawyer . brenda song .
primrose ' prim ' chen , 24 , she / her , bi , florist . fae . brianne tju .
raine carter , 28 , she / her , bi , actress . zaria simone .
remus rogers , 23 , he / him , bi , delivery driver & streamer . matthew broome .
richelle ' ricky ' bamford , 24 , she / her , bi , unemployed . katie douglas .
scarlett shaw , 55 , she / her , bi , wreath maker . nicole kidman .
skipper pereira , 23 , she / her , bi , toy maker . duda santos .
susie reilly , 27 , she / her , bi , makeup artist . erin moriarty .
tala bautista , 30 , she / her , bi , model . kylie verzosa .
tatiana pascaul , 26 , she / her , bi , drummer . isa briones .
zorion davino , ' 35 ' , he / him , bi , groundskeeper . immortal . manny jacinto .
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she wrinkled his nose at his comment. since she didn't want to overthink the kiss they just had, she chose to take his words as a really bad joke. she was almost relieved he started rapid firing questions right after. "i like the arts. i like theater and film and going to museums and admiring art." she smiled to herself. "i hate sports. like, all of them. i hate when people try to talk for me. i hate loud chewing. i hate...i'm getting carried away. i'm not allergic to anything. the only names you need to know are my best friends, lisa, paige, and willow. oh! don't bring up....almost anything you don't want my nosey friends digging into. wipe your socials if you have to, seriously." she clapped her hands together. "and umm....what are your red flags?"
while she spoke , he listened intently , burning these little traits to memory . he didn't want this to blow up in either of those faces , and it wouldn't be very convincing that they were actually interested in each other if he knew next to nothing about her , or tried to spin a false memory off of something completely contradicting . " all the sports ? " he asked , eyebrows raised . " even , like , i don't know . . . extreme ironing ? you hate that ? " he actually found it endearing that she was so passionate , about the things she liked and the things she disliked . he was kind of curious to hear the list keep going . " lisa , paige , willow , " he repeated to himself softly , nodding along .
only when she turned the attention to him did he realized he was sitting up , his elbows on his knees , face in his hands as she talked . fully invested . leaning back again , he swiped the half smoked joint in the process . " fuck , my turn , huh ? let's see . " he busied himself with lighting the joint again , taking a deep inhale before tossing the lighter back onto the coffee table , trying to figure out the parts of himself to be upfront about and the ones to remain tucked away . dawson was mostly self aware and a pretty open book — it was just that no one ever asked any real questions . but he also knew daniela wasn't asking out of genuine curiousity . " i'm a sore loser . i'm spontaneous , even when it's not fun . i can be short sighted and self interested , and i never fold my fucking clothes . " he let out a puff of smoke , meeting her eyes again . " and i really like to be liked . to . . . an admittedly unhealthy degree . "
"i knew it," olivia mused, seemingly rather pleased with herself for reading the situation right. she doesn't often need an excuse to put someone in their place, let alone a man, but she wouldn't have wanted to step in if that wasn't something randi had wanted. when they were far away enough from the guy she finally dropped her friend's hand, flashing her a smile. "you know, when all else fails, you can just bark at them. perfect scaring off tactic. unless he's into that. then you're screwed."
" ah , true . " she laughed at the thought , but she certainly was not against barking at people in public to get them to fuck off . or even just to see how they'd react . she had no shame . " if he's into barking , then i just have to bite him . and if he's into that , well . . . " randi nodded in agreement . " yep . screwed . "
Emilia couldn't help but smile. If only there were someone who would go to the lengths Arturo joked about for her. It was a bittersweet thought. When he finished unzipping her dress, she didn't let it fall to the floor yet. Instead, she turned to face him again, her smile small but still on her face as she looked up at him. "He's insane. You'd get yourself killed trying to hurt him." Her smile quickly faltered, and her heart rate quickened. "You know...all my life, all I ever wanted was, well...to be wanted. The moment I thought I had it, it blew up in my face." She shook her head, her eyes landing on a picture on the wall. "I'd rather be alone until I die than endure the torture I dealt with from him."
" no one should ever put you through that , " he said softly , feeling a pang in his chest . when he looked at emilia , some part of him really and truly did want to help her . though his wife could probably say the same thing about him , arturo hoped he wasn't that bad . he had never and would have never laid a hand on her or done anything to hurt her on purpose . . . hell , the man had hardly ever raised his voice during his marriage .
but he'd been absent . he'd missed her birthday dinner because he was drunk by two pm . he'd let her sleep alone so many nights , wondering if he was really working late or at the bar or in someone else's bed . he practically left her to raise the kids alone , to the point he didn't even know their favorite colors or what they wanted from santa . he'd been a horrible husband , and it was a regret he would die with , knowing he was her biggest regret . " i'm sorry , emilia . whatever it was . . . you didn't deserve it . "
it was an unexpected yet pleasant interruption given the circumstances, given the hour, given the way he'd been thinking about her lately. perhaps his dreams were responsible for summoning her with the weight of their unfinished business. god knew he wasn't spiritually inclined, but he'd always believed in omens, in whatever form they happened to show. "do i?" dorian said once he finally lifted his head from the wreckage of a whiskey sour, a half smile forming at the corner of his lips. "i think i preferred you before you started talking in riddles, seng."
really , what she was trying to say was she missed him , and she hoped that he felt the same way . even though it shouldn't matter , didn't matter . she didn't like the idea of being easily replaced , and certainly not by him . parker laughed softly , her hair falling in her face as she shook her head . she was really feeling the alcohol now . god , what a light - weight she'd turned into . " you know , i could spell it out for you , but i've had . . . too much wine to do that . "
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The soft "mm" had her confidence rising with every passing second. She didn't stop her movements as he pushed into her hand, stroking a slow but steady rhythm. His lips kissing her nipples, his tongue teasing them, had her moaning. When he pulled away from them, she let out a whine that was quickly replaced with a soft "mm" of her own when he sucked on her neck. If he left marks...she wouldn't care. In fact, she would relish in it. "More," she murmured just before he caught her lips again.
Ivy kissed him back needily, an arm wrapping around his neck. She loved him; she really did, and she wouldn't ever want to have this experience with anyone else. It wasn't something she was going to blurt out, though. She wasn't going to risk ruining this and what it could blossom into. As he traced her lip with his tongue, her mouth parted. She wanted to taste every bit of him. His hand travelled lower, between her thighs, and she could feel the heat in her body rising. When his thumb brushed over her clit she whined. He was so considerate in making sure she was comfortable that it drove her emotions to a frenzy. Her arm tightened around his neck and her hips lifted up against his hand. "Don't be scared," she whispered against her lips. Bold, considering she was nervous as all hell. "I'm not that fragile. I won't break."
her whine was partly an answer itself , and he started to make slow circles , the way she was holding onto him somehow the thing that was sending him into another mental spiral . he had never felt so . . . wanted by anyone . in any way . being here with her like this uprooted every past experience , and it began to heal some part of him that had always been so desperate to just be seen , to just be enough . if he wasn't careful , he could blurt out the l word right then and there , a feeling he'd always been sure of with thorne but was quickly realizing didn't change when it was ivy .
" sorry , " he certainly hadn't meant to imply she was weak . " i'm just nervous . " he gave a short , soft laugh at himself . what he was saying was a surprise to no one . not only had he already admitted it , it was also probably the most obvious thing in the world . so he needed to stop talking . that was all . he knew that . he pressed his lips against hers again , and immediately he felt calmer , like he knew what he was doing . he just had to get out of his head . he took her bottom lip between his teeth as he moved his hand lower , slowly sliding his finger into her .
she actually had to stifle a snort and she almost missed the chance to do it. imagine how jarring that would have been? her family would have politely and passive aggressively asked them to leave. she would then be sent a series of harsh texts about how she ruined the evening and how they expected more of her. all of that was possible and she almost didn't care. she almost would have preferred it, even. she was only here for image. her family prided themselves in having a clean and perfect family image. if yuna even slightly stumbled, she would never hear the end of it. the pressure was constant and suffocating.
"oh it's not even a little real. his family is near bankrupt and is on borrowed time." that probably sounded harsher and meaner than she meant it to. her family had taught her it was better to gossip of others than have gossip on them. people still tried to spread rumors, but her family was quick and ruthless in stopping them. her champagne trembled in her hands a little bit. so she looked at dion and let her anxiety still. "i'm sorry...that was very...unkind of me. there is just a lot of talk at these things....hard not to get caught up in it."
dion made a tsking sound in response , not realizing her mood had dropped until she spoke again , already thinking of something to add . then he saw the look on her face , and his immediately changed . he didn't really mean the things he said , they were just jokes . and the guy he'd been talking too was pretty annoying . but he was making assumptions about people , and as someone who'd had assumptions made about him his whole life , he should know that wasn't quite fair .
" no , i'm sorry . you're right . i wasn't being nice . " he brought his glass to his lips , taking a small sip . it was easy to get caught up in the talk , but more than anything , he'd just wanted to make her laugh . for them to enjoy themselves a little , if they had to be a place like this anyway . to try to get a peek underneath the facade , it was endaring . " i'm sure there's lots of great people at these places . i mean , you're here . " lowering his glass , he smiled at her . " so this crowd isn't all bad . "
amara's head snapped into place so he couldn't look at the shock on her face, hear the breath that was caught in her throat. was he doing what she was doing? was he biting down an attraction that was getting harder and harder to ignore? then why did he say it meant nothing? it didn't make any sense. yet it felt so true, so final, that it made her knees shake. she was holding onto her doorframe so tightly she was sure her fingernails would leave scratch marks behind. she could not turn around. if she turned around she would see what she knew was all over his face and she would risk everything. she could not turn around. she could not turn around.
she turned around. their eyes met. her composure fell. a completely broken looked crossed her face and she brought a hand to her chest as if she was trying to shield her heart. "and you are mine, stupid." a laugh that sounded like a sob. she felt like a little girl, pleading with him to see her the way she needed him to. she wasn't the ice queen. she wasn't the starlet. she was just amara. a girl who felt like she was drowning when finn wasn't by her side. a girl who loved him so fiercely that it consumed her soul. a girl who was so scared of burdening his life. "i have felt this way since we were children," she whispered, her head bowing. "i will feel this way until i'm gone from this earth."
the way she looked at him broke something inside of finn . she looked so sad , so hurt and shattered . like she was just realizing how he felt about her . he'd thought it was probably the most obvious thing in the world , though he preferred to pretend otherwise or just not think about it . but what she was saying , it put them on the same page . and even after the other night , even after she kissed him back , even after every word that had been passed between them , even after the way she had looked at him , he hadn't been able to believe that she wasn't going along with it because she was confused . or that it wasn't a trick of his mind . but she was sober now . and so was he .
he didn't even realize his legs were moving until he was standing right in front of her . finn could not bear to stand so far away when she was giving him a glimpse of the unfiltered her . if she was crying , he wanted to dry her tears . if she was laughing , he wanted to laugh with her . if she was breaking , he wanted to push the pieces back together — or at least give them a safe place to fall . " amara , " he whispered her name , unsure what else he could say . . . what he could do . there were so many words on his mind and none on the tip of his tongue . all of the air had been sucked out of the room . he'd lost sight of everything that was not her . he didn't try to speak . he just pulled her into his chest , wrapping his arms around her shoulders .
It was nice to feel wanted, but it would be better under different circumstances. Emilia had chased the feeling of being wanted her entire life, and she had tried to accept that she may never be wanted, but it was difficult. She rose from the bed, standing a mere inch or two from Arturo before turning her back to face him. "You want to hear the sob story about a boy who broke my heart that badly, huh?" She shook her head before lifting her hair up. "I'll indulge you if you unzip my dress."
" i need to know how badly to hurt him , " arty joked . half joked . it wasn't like he had all that much to lose these days . but he wasn't a violent man , never had been . no , he wasn't a violent man ; he was more pathetic than anything . he shook the thought away , trying desperately to not think of his ex wife right now and all of his many downfalls , and focus on emilia . " yes ma'am , " he nodded , taking a step around her to take the zipper between his finger and thumb , giving it a gentle tug down .
"why? i don't need your whole bloodline..." a pause, then her voice trails off, "i think." molly doesn't really know what she's doing here. following some ritual she found in the deep, dark depths of the internet isn't guaranteed to work. "i mean i'm going to kill you, so my guess is probably... though, i do hear death is supposed to be peaceful. are you sure you want the warning? won't anticipation make it worse?"
farley shrugged . he didn't know what her plan was , really , and he supposed it didnt' matter now . he didn't want to accept what was happening , but he was at a loss when it came to what else he could possibly do . " yeah ? yeah . 'cause , like , i think it'll be worse to be anxious the whole time just wondering when it's gonna happen . i don't know . i mean , i've never been killed before . — you'll tell me , right ? "
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gaze lingers, attempting to work through what brianna was trying to say without saying it. " oh ... no. " heiress speaks as she leans up from reclined position, already looking for the easiest and best way out of the situation. deal struck for a reason, and this wasn't a consequence that she'd intended to happen. " look, bri. you're great but this isn't what i want. i thought we both felt that way, " continues as she stands up, straightening her clothes. " so i'm sorry for like ... making things complicated or whatever, but uh ... no. "
" we do — i do , " she said quickly , too quickly . it was . it was what she had wanted . but time shifted her perspective . " i'm not saying that it has to change , i can figure it out , " she tried to explain . the last thing brianna wanted was for things to feel weird between them now . she never expected kalina to feel the same way . but it felt wrong to hold it in . it also felt wrong to even meet her eyes . " i just . . . i just wanted you to know . "
at least he wasn't shy, daniela could work with this. and she had to admit, he was pretty fun to kiss. maybe even a little more than fun. she let him kiss her for a few minutes, get used to the feeling. her hands went to his shoulders and she allowed herself to be pulled into him. for a moment she forgot the reason why they were doing this. she was also wondering why they hadn't done it before. she'd be lying to herself if she said he was actually exceeding her expectations a little bit. still, tonight was going to stay PG. so she pulled away after a moment and let out a breathless laugh. "alright. well that should be fine then. and trust me, falling in love with you sounds about as tempting as getting a drunken tattoo."
it was not a bad kiss . it was not a bad kiss at all . for a handful of seconds , he forgot why they were doing it in the first place . but she pulled away sooner than he would have , and he quickly came back to his senses . " getting a drunken tattoo always seemed like a good idea at one point , " dawson said with a wink . he fell back into the couch cushion , his gaze fixing on her again . " okay , so — fill me in . what are some things i should know about you ? likes , dislikes , allergies ? any names i should definitely know ? the last thing i want to do is raise any red flags with your friends . "
