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Let the earth eat me.

I want worms to crawl through my skull,

I want wolves to feast on my flesh,

Fight for the scraps.

I want my teeth picked up by crows.

I want to be nothing,

Dirt for flowers to eat.

Only then,

When trees have taken the rest of what I have to offer,

Will I be beautiful

I don't want a partner,I don't want to be behind closed doors.I am weary of hungry seering kisses.I turn my nose at searching hands and heated stares.

But God, I crave love

My mouth waters with the thought of holding hands,And my stomach growls for soft mornings spent together.

I thirst for hands running through hair,For subtle smiles and innocent pecks on the lips,For pinky promises and forehead kisses.

I want to love in the most innocent way, Just basking in there presence.

And in the end my hunger, Makes me so much more lonely. I feel like I can't have someone to love without the heat, The passion.

So I stay alone,

And my heart is racked with hunger pains.

*KJ Apa at home*