Kitana’s Motel

At this point…. Let’s see how much I can ruin myself. I can’t go back. I’m a fucking idiot, so why not just take it all the way.

Sometimes I feel like I’m dying. What am I even doing with my life. All I have is regret holding me down. Am I spiraling. I got tattoos in my manic state, I cut my hair in my manic state. I don’t even recognize myself in the mirror anymore. It’s like I’m playing a role, an ill-fitting costume and my mask is slipping.