life of bug

I’ve been getting a lot of ads for various different form of menstrual products and I’ve just gotta say, thank godddd we are finally trying out new things. To anyone who has ever worn a pad or tampon, I know you know how I comfy that can be. I just think it’s cool that we are trying out new and comfier options. Just a little positivity. 💕

I wish being ignored didn’t bother me so much. It truly rocks me to the core. Doesn’t help that being ignored was used as a form of punishment to me in the past. It’s hard to let go. It makes me incredibly angry. We’re adults and adults should be able to talk things out. Hell, at the very least just tell me to fuck off. I’d rather almost anything in this world happen than be ignored.

I’m turning this page into a diary. Oddly enough, I was inspired by the Elisa Lam documentary. I used to keep a journal when I was younger but my ex boyfriend made my burn it and writing just never felt the same ever sense. Maybe, since I do have a facination with the void we call the internet, this time will be different. I’m currently processing some emotions due to a weekend of heavy drinking that turned into arguements among friends and now everyone is ignoring each other. I assume it will pass, I hope it passes. Sooner rather than later. But I just needed to vent about that because it’s been heavy on my mind. I hate when things get like that, but it happens when heavy drinking is involved. Guess next time we will try to not go as hard? But who am I kidding, it will probably happen again..