Justin stood there on her porch like the whole place was holding its breath around him. Cassidyās voice, that sly little lilt of hers, tugged one corner of his mouth upward before he could stop it. Knock instead of yellāyeah, that was fair. But she didnāt know how many times heād sat out here on that bike, hands braced on the bars, wondering if he even had the right to come up the steps at all.
He tipped his chin toward her, eyes dragging over her face like a man committing something dangerous to memory. āFigured my voiceād carry better than my knuckles,ā he muttered, half a joke, that rough-edged tone almost playful if you knew how to hear it. And with her, he was always a little more human, a little less steel.
The wink? That nearly did him in. His gaze flicked to the leather she teased him for, then back to her, slower this time. āKeeps me warm enough,ā he rumbled, ābut the welcome helps. Much warmer.ā
He stepped inside when she beckoned, the familiar scent of her home curling around himācoffee, wood polish, and the faint sweetness that clung to Cassidy like it was made for her. Justin shed his gloves into a back pocket, eyes roaming the kitchen she moved through like she belonged in every frame of his life. Maybe she did.
āCoffeeās fine,ā he said, leaning a shoulder against the doorframe, tattoos shifting with the motion. āAnd yeah⦠I could eat.ā A pause, heavier than the space it took. His pair of blues would take her in a beat than necessary and she'd surely spot him if she felt the weight of it. Even then, Justin wasn't ashamed, dipping lower to her collarbone, then the shape of her legs. āYou sure about me makinā myself at home, Cass?ā
Because trouble didnāt just look good to herāit looked back at her with the same hunger. And making himself at home could mean plenty she may not have been ready for.
Justin watched her cross the room, that familiar sway of confidence mixed with something softerāsomething she only ever showed when she wasnāt guarding the world from getting too close again. It pulled at him, subtle as a hook under the ribs. He shifted his weight, boots thudding quietly as he moved farther inside, taking in the warm glow of her lamps, the faint hum of her old fridge, the way her hair spun like gold.
Hell, heād ridden through rainstorms, bar brawls, and cartel shootouts without blinking, but one smile from Cassidy Clayton and his pulse did something reckless. Something teenage. Something stupid.
He dragged a hand down his jaw, the rasp of scruff grounding him even as he watched her from the doorway. āDidnāt mean to interrupt your night,ā he offered, though his voice betrayed the truthāheād been hoping sheād let him. āJust⦠figured checkinā in was overdue.ā
The real reasonāthe kiss he thought about on long nights, the one that tasted like nothing regret and everything full of needāhe kept tucked behind his teeth. Maybe it was respect. Maybe it was fear heād ruin the one piece of peace she had left. But then she glanced back at him over her shoulder, and something in him damn near cracked down the middle.
āYou been good, yeah?ā