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âHe used to think that he wanted to be good, he wanted to be kind, he wanted to be brave and wise, but it was all pretty difficult. He wanted to be loved, too, if he could fit it in.â
â F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night (via 89words)

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scott had spent most of his morning saying hello to the students, many had question and if scott was being honest he didnât have many answers, but he was he was trying his best regardless. when he catches ororo in the distance he is quick to tell the kids that he would love to stay and chat but he had to do some stuff before class started, he slips past the group of people holding the two coffeeâs above his head as he walks over towards her and holding out the cup. âjean told me about the coffee maker, figured iâd get you a coffee this morning,â he smiles, taking a sip of his cup. âfeels weird to be back here but... familiar? i donât know.âÂ
psymondâ:
sheâs never known emotion before she met scott and the x-men. not like this. the frost household remained TRUE to their name and was a cold, uninviting home. emotions were not only discouraged but practically BRED out of them from birth. her utter failure of a father winston kept his wife and children oppressed and chose image over family every single time. competition between her and her siblings was a necessary part of their childhoods, what with their father making a SICK game of choosing which child would be his heir. thatâs probably why he had them in the first place. his kids. so he would be able to continue the frost family line. it BURNED a man like him to only have one son and three daughters. and the way he discarded christian for âŠ
itâs too painful for her to think about. not her father. not her sisters or her mother. but the way christian was treated. only one of her siblings to ever treat her with kindness. to see emma for who she is. her sisters just saw her as competition the moment she and they were born. christian and emma just wanted to be SEEN as siblings to each other and for each other. which is why she LEFT the family home when she could and disowned her father when she could. refusing to accept his dirty money and wanting to make it through the world on her own. using her gifts of course.Â
and she was successful. so successful. perhaps a little too much. after the hellfire club and the massachusetts academyâs destruction, emma had found herself with the x-men. absolutely none of them trusted her. couldnât blame them. sheâs sure some would love to KICK her out if theyâre able to. but she had found something ⊠different with them. they were enemies in the past yet they accepted her and took her into their home. accepted her in their life. and over time, gave her a chance. it wasnât something that she was used to. not something sheâd really experienced before. not something she knew how to react to initially. couldnât understand why they would. emma thought it could all be an elaborate RUSE. after all, why would they let their FORMER enemy into their home ? someone whoâs given them so much GRIEF ? the answer was simple: theyâre the x-men. and they help all mutants. no matter who they are. this was ⊠an adjustment for her. needed time to get used to it. never known emotion like this before. itâs the GENTLE reminder that sheâs holding scottâs hand that snaps her away from her thoughts. yet, she still does not move. â i know. â thereâs a smile but itâs a small one. filled with warmth. affection. â i like seeing you too. â present tense. thereâs a part of her who wanted to use past tense yet could not bring herself to do so. â i know. â she repeats again but this time, adding a small laugh.Â
⊠⊠⊠this is something she might come to REGRET. but sheâs going to do it anyway. logic and emotions have gone out the window for her anyway at this point. â scott ⊠â name spoken with a heavy whisper. â i really missed you. and i âââ â she doesnât get a chance to complete the last sentence before closing the gap between them even more and leaning in for a KISS.Â
scott had a childhood that he wouldnât wish on anyone, with abandonment issues to spare. he had once been someoneâs lab rat, used because of his powers and his potential and now heâs forever haunted by the future of himself. he didnât know if things could change, didnât know if the future that he is so scared for is the one that will come to fruition, thereâs so many things that terrify him all in the love of love, and he knows that maybe emma could be one of those people on the list that should terrify him, but when he saw her he had thought that maybe she just needed someone to just believe in her. let her know that she wasnât alone and that she could be someone that people could look up to. he thinks itâs unfair all the time that they were cheated out of. scott still canât wrap his head around the idea that one minute he was here and then he wasnât. itâs hard to think about the fact that heâll never get those moments back and what he had missed. so many important dates and watching his brothers grow up.Â
to be fully known and loved was a rare thing, and scott knew that he was lucky in that way to have been fully known and loved not just with jean but with emma. it was a different kind of love, not founded on young love and identity, scott had his time away from relationships and had to figure out who scott summer was having already a good idea on cyclops and what he was meant to be. he had fallen so short on himself that he felt like he was constantly working on the scott identity but he just wasnât very good at it, and all the love that he had felt and hadâhe didnât know where to put all of it, because it was too much. it should be illegal to feel this much about a person. but here he was anyway.Â
âof course you do,â he says, a gentle tease, his fingers reaching out to move the hair out of her eyes, his fingers grazing her cheek, allowing himself the small moment, feeling like it will go away any second now. it felt like scott was constantly holding his breath, like he was just short of drowning.Â
she says his name again, this time, itâs softer, gentler, itâs said in a way that he knows and is familiar with, his eyes bore into hers and he doesnât know what to do with himself, his hands, but his body is reacting to it before he can really stop himself, he doesnât have enough time to say, i missed you too. it doesnât take long for his lips to remember what theyâre supposed to, and heâs got his hands in her hair again, meeting her right in the middle. itâs a gentle kiss, at first, but scott admittedly was a little selfish and yearning, he deepens the kiss, cradling her face in his hands the only way that they know how to.Â
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ââ for jean <3
Send âââ for a HEARTBREAKING text.
scott: donât be dead .
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Send âââ for a text that WASNâT SENT.
scott: i think i might have taken some of your stuff when i moved out . it wasnât on purpose . and weâre no longer talking so i canât even contact you to give it back . and iâm going to see you on monday and i donât know if i can do that . like yesterday i went to the grocery store and looked for you in the aisles before realizing that you werenât there . i accidentally made a coffee for two this morning . i donât know why iâm even typing this when i know i wonât ever send it .Â

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Send âăâ for an EXCITED text.
scott: ororo.... i got us tickets to that avengers musical . maybe i am hate watching it but if i am so are you . anyway weâre going on friday and iâm sneaking in those tiny alcohol shots for us like what are they gonna do ? tell me no ? anyway iâm stupid excited to watch this shit show !
Send âââ for a MORNING text.
scott: good morning iâm going on a coffee run do you want anything ? if so you have like.... maybe twenty minutes to make a decision. just let me know !
â for a RUSHED text ( to jubes <3 )
â for a RUSHED textÂ
scott: hey jubes just letting you know iâm running hate what ? siri i meant late not hate !
scott: sorry iâm using voice to text and i donât know if itâs even making sense or going throughÂ
scott: i hate you for picking a place near time square anyway see you soon kidÂ
Send â&â for a LOVING text. (in a good mood so)
Send â&â for a LOVING text.
scott: i know itâs probably too late a notice but i made a big breakfast. i know that itâs been a long school week and maybe the last thing you want to do is spend it socialising but i can promise you itâs just me. and even then iâd just come over and drop it off for you.Â
scott: just let me know. love you.Â
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âSo how does one go to having a proper place to stay when your house has already been sold to another family?â @reshieldedstartâ
âwhen i came back it was during some kidâs birthday party. they screamed, and thatâs how i knew my place eventually belonged to someone else during the blip,â it was kind of horrifying just showing up in a place that you loved so much and now it belonging to someone else. âiâm currently staying with my brothers so if you have any ideas spare some because weâre all about to kill each other, i think.â
impulsiveflashâ:
âright?â bart laughs as he sits down. âcanât believe they were almost out alreadyâitâs not even nine yet!â if heâd missed out of these donuts because he decided not to use his superspeed, heâd never forgive himself. who cared about secret identities when lifeâs greatest pleasures were on the line?
despite his eagerness to savor his treasure, bartâs feeling a bit chatty. the stranger seems nice, and bart would rather make small talk than sit in silence anyway. âi really wanted to try the cinnamon roll donut, but they were already gone. canât go wrong with chocolate sprinkle, i guess. what flavor did you get?â
the kid was far chattier than what he was expecting, most people in new york didnât like small talk, and if scott was being honest, he didnât go out of his way for it either but he didnât mind the small little mental break not having to talk about the school as much as he loved it. âiâm happy that they were able to still upkeep even during the blip,â not that he knew since he was.... gone, but he had read up on them granted they had barely made it but it seemed they were the little bright spot in a dark world.Â
âoh, i got this cereal kind? i donât know it has fruit loops on it but itâs pretty good.â he takes a small bite, and half of the toppings fall off but thatâs part of the charm he supposes. âso, whatâs your name? iâm scott.â

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It had seemed impossible at first, that she could ever take Scottâs place and lead the X-Men. But she had done it and the team had grown strong these past few years, found ways to carry on even in a broken world. They didnât need him anymore, not the way they had before. Yet hearing Scott planned to return still brought her such a relief that Ororo could almost buckle under it. More than that, a joy, her smile growing freer. Maybe they did not need him as a leader, but they, she, Ororo, would always need him as a friend. As her family. She had relied on him so much over the years that it felt like only now, with this reassurance that he would return, she could breathe again. âAs your friend, I would like to tell you that you donât have to. That you could take the chance to carve out another life,â Ororo said, eyes still blurring over, now with an emotion that was half born out of guilt. Did she really want to encourage him to take back all the burdens of his past life, when Ororo knew too well how heavy they were to carry? But there was nothing else for it, her heart had already made the decision for her, âBut I donât believe another life would make you happy, Scott. You always belonged with us.â Her head bowed in a quick nod. âI understand. Five years is a long time. Things have changed. At the school, too. But not everything has. You still belong with us, Scott. Come home soon.âÂ
the x-men were his family, the school had been a place that he had called home for many years, it would be out of place for him to be anywhere else. it wouldnât make sense. but he also knew why some of the students ventured out and found a different path for him, itâs hard trying to live up to expectations that other people lay out for you. scott had took the leadership role because he wanted to make a difference, try and be a better person, he had messed up a couple of times, (more than a couple of times), but it had come from a place where he thought he was right, heâd do anything for these people, protecting them was his first priority even if it was fighting against their own. he feels cheated in a way, angry in another, he had his life together for the first time in a long time and then he just blipped. he felt like he was just starting to a get a grip on the scott summers that he had liked and wanted to be. he just felt lost now, not knowing where he stood with the school anymore other than just a reminder of what was. he knew that he needed to learn to love it in another way now. âi donât think thereâs another path for me, ororo.â he says, his smile is a sad one. âplus it would just be me walking in the dark alone if i tried.â people needed people. âi talked to emma,â he eventually says, âi told her i was coming back.â he looks down now, âi like keeping my promises to emma.â he says, a small laugh escaping his lips, âbut youâre right. the school is home. plus i have no where else to go. i guess youâre just stuck with me.â
psymondâ:
she so badly wants to read his mind. sheâs made up her mind about it, she knows. but still. heâs always been a FASCINATING mind for emma to look into - even before they started dating. sheâs not sure WHY but considering heâs dated not one but two telepaths and was one of xavierâs first students, there must be something in there thatâs like catnip to telepaths. when she first met him, it started off a simple â what goes on in the mind of the leader of the x-men ? â but when they got closer, it evolved to seeing who he was and realising - they werenât so dissimilar. which was a shock because theyâre backgrounds and pasts couldnât be anything but different. they shouldnât work. on paper, they donât make sense. but they do. or well, they DID.
for a while, their minds WAS their reality. thatâs where they had their first moments. and for a telepath, that was the DREAM. and considering she was still a newly rehabilitated villain at the time, it was just easier for them to keep it to their heads. wanting to avoid any and all jean comparisons was also easier when no-one can SEE whatâs going on was another good reason. but everyone figured something was going on. too many lingering looks between them, too many smiles, too many late nights in each otherâs office.Â
his awkward laugh is the SNAP she needs to get back to the situation. hands start fidgeting and she taps her desk with her fingers a few times before stopping herself. she does not fidget. heâs already taken his hand in hers. yet she will not stop him. maybe she doesnât. she reciprocates and wraps her hand around HIS even tighter. sheâs missed this. â itâs okay scott. â that she does mean. â itâs not something you need to comfort me through. i made my peace with it years ago. â now that IS a lie. â i- â she doesnât know what to say when he says â i donât know what we are â. itâs not a lie. heâs right, he nor she know what they are. yet it HURTS when he says it. â youâre not responsible for what happened. â ⊠⊠âŠÂ
â scott. hold me. like we used to. â
scott never liked being so open and vulnerable, there was a part of him that wanted to hide himself away from people, but that was hard with the track record of people that he had fallen for, maybe it all made sense, only they could really see what was going on in that brain of his, maybe see all of what he tried to hide. all the doubts and the fear of failure that he was so often good at. he wasnât very good at being scott summers, it was like he put him on the backburner in preference to being whoever cyclops was to the people on the outside. but if you shed all of that he was just a boy that didnât get to really be a boy. it was like he was just starting to catch up before he got knocked down again. falling for jean, it had been easy because they were still so young, eighteen with the world at their fingertips, scott didnât have to figure out who he was because he got to grow with someone else on the same journey, and when they had ended years later it was like he had been put back to square one until he met emma.Â
(maybe scott had been good at finding people in their broken place.)Â
falling for emma hadnât been the plan, in some ways, it snuck up on him, and before he had really realized what was happening it was too late to not let her in. emma had gone through her own stuff that she had to work out, he might not have understood where she was coming from a lot of the time but he gave her the chance because he knows that he would have wanted the same after he momumentally fucked up. wanting someone to just meet him where he was and say that it was fine, they could figure it out together. and at the end of the day, back then, it was who could meet you at your most broken and it had been emma.Â
heâs back to square one again, having to restart his life over again because the world had ended about five years ago. it was only seconds for him. he was still trying to figure all of that out and it wasnât easy. he knows the grief in losing people that you love, and if he wanted to believe emma and what she said, he knew that it was probably the hardest thing for her. they had been together, his jaw clenches, he doesnât look at her for a moment, just looking at their hands before he says, âi was on my way to see you,â he says, she probably already knows this, but he wanted to tell her anyway, rationalize it for himself how he was typing out the message and before he could press send he was just gone. âbefore the blip. not for any reason. i just wanted to see you.â he had always wanted to see emma, and now heâs looking at her and he wishes he could read her mind but his powers didnât work like that. she couldnât even look at him in the eyes like normal people could in these kind of confessions. it didnât make it fair. he reaches out now, his thumb caressing her cheek, and he tucks the strands of hair behind her ear. âi know iâm not responsible,â as much as scott had been self deprecating in the past, he knew that this time, this wasnât on him. âiâm still saying sorry anyway. i had great plans for when i saw you,â he says, shaking his head now, the great plans would have just been sitting on the couch doing nothing, but those moments had always been his favourite with emma.Â
when she asks to be held he feels something stuck in his throat and he doesnât hesitate this time, his hands donât shake like they did when he reached out the first time, theyâre steady now, reaching across the gap and pulling her in. he wonât be the first to let go.Â
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since jean had met scott she had thought he would be it for her, specially since they were young with all their lives in front of her she had no doubt in her mind about that, however when it came down to it jean couldnât be what he needed. she wasnât ready for what scott wanted and needed at least not back then, and letting him go would probably the hardest thing she had to do and watch him move on was no easier. but years had passed and she had found her peace with it and she will always love scott, and seeing him again only reaffirmed for her that what she had always wanted for him was for him to be happy, even if she wasnât a part of it like she imagined when she was younger.Â
the red head smiles at his words â well, because itâs true. you are a big part of us. this school. the x-men. â she chuckles and looks around the hallway they were standing in â yeah, we did our best. emma did most of the work, i just followed along. it was â â she stops and takes a deep breath thinking of the hard times of loosing most of the mutants was for her â it wasnât easy at all.â words make a soft smile appear on her features, urge to hug him takes over but she fights against it, wasnât sure where they were yet â thank you.â things like that had always meant the world for jean, even with the front she puts she still needed it deep down.
jean couldnât say she fully understood scottâs situation, but she did had some knowledge of how it was to come back to a world that has learned to live without you, and it was a very hard and strange feeling that she wished she could take away from him. a laugh flows out of her lips at his joke â a very busy one, canât tell you the last time i was able to see that coffee pot. but youâre here now ! how about you be responsible for that filter ? oh yeah, thereâs that.â she nods â but that little bakery we used to go to didnât move too far, should we go there ? â
it had felt like a big loss when jean and scott had broken up. it was like watching the life that he had wanted walk away from him without much explanation. he knew that it wasnât fair on jean to hold such resentment so he forced himself to move on because he knew that it would be easier for both of them that way. he was still kind and cordial to her if they ever crossed paths at the school, but he couldnât have been her friend back then, the wound was too fresh, but over time their relationship had turned into something where it was manageable. he could laugh when she told a joke, and eventually, scott finally stopped looking for her in a crowded room, even if sometimes he still swore he could feel her near him. she was, and still is, the greatest love of his life but their time was over and it had been for a while now, he knew that he had been stupid back then, dreams far too big for him to try and maintain. he was just glad to see that she was doing fine now, as fine as anyone could be after what they had gone through.Â
he kept hearing that, what he had meant after he was gone, for someone with big abandonment issues he knew that it was meant to make him feel better, but his feelings were complicatedâhis space among the x-men felt big, he didnât know how else to really explain it. when she mentions emma, he nods, having met up with her recently, too. âdonât sell yourself so short, jean.â he almost reaches out then, but he stops himself. âyou did what you needed to do to survive. thatâs pretty amazing all in itself.â god knows how many times scott had failed and let people down. jean and emma were always more capable than he was in many ways, he had a big admiration for him, itâs what made coming back so hard. like he was treading all over whatever work they had made here. he knew that heâd find his footing once more, it would just take more time than he had planned.Â
he had once lost jean before, and it had wrecked him, he had been a shell of himself, it was hard to imagine how he survived then. he supposed that he was happy that it was him, in the end, that had blipped. the world had already felt so fragile before, and it was different now but he couldnât think of what he would have done if the roles were reversed. âwell, when i start back again iâll be sure that the coffee pot is the first thing i fix then.â and he had meant every word with a small laugh and eye roll. when she mentions the bakery, thereâs a sadness in knowing that it, too, had moved on in itâs own way, even if it was just a bit farther than where it was. âyeah, iâd like that.â
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clark was thankful of the person helping him with his glasses and papers. it seems so many people in this city now and days would have just kept walking, or they would have berated clark for spelling his coffee on them. after gathering his papers back up and placing them back where they belong clark looked at the man with a kind smile, âiâm alright, i canât express how sorry i am though.â clark said, âiâm just rushing to get this article done for my boss, or heâll have my head. probably quite literally. clark finally stood up extending his hand to the man, âi never even got to introduce myself before spilling coffee all over you, iâm clark kent.âÂ
âitâs fine,â scott says, letting him know that he didnât really care. especially with how things have been lately getting something spilled on him was the least of his worries right now. he had looked over at the other and rose his eyebrows, âboss that bad huh?â he could only imagine, he knew that he was lucky with someone like charles, but even then heâd been seeing less and less of the man. âoh, iâm scott.â reaching out to shake the otherâs hand. âso uh, whatâs the article about thatâs got your boss so pressed?â
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bobbyâs hears scott coming back is a more recent development than he initially thought. he always thought scott would want to come back RUNNING to the mansion again after coming back. perhaps he just needed a change of pace. a chance to have a life without the x-men. â iâm great ! welcome back by the way. i know youâve been hearing it all day and youâre probably sick of it but wanted to get my statements in. â the mutant leans against the doorway. â you know weâll take you back. put you right back to being leader. like you never really ⊠left. i think everyone wants you back - even wolverine. â
he supposed that it was a little odd that it initially took scott a bit to come back. he felt like he needed to find his footing before he put himself into any kind of leadership role again. plus, from what he had heard, the x-men had thrived as much as they could when he was gone and had done it well. he had been lost for a while, figuring out if it was what he wanted to do anymore before realizing that it was. that heâd be lost if he didnât. it was like coming home when he felt like he didnât have one. (the last part was still true). âthanks,â he smiles at bobby before raising an eyebrow. âeven wolverine, huh?â scott wouldnât think it would go that far, but he entertained the thought nevertheless.Â

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The way Scott described it did sound kind of nice. Lots of mutants risked getting kicked out by their parents if they embraced their powers, so having a place like Xavierâs seemed like the best possible option for someone in that situation. Ty himself had been absolutely terrified to reveal anything about his crime-fighting life to his parents, and they still didnât know everything, âFeels a little cult-y,â He snickered to himself, though itâs purely a joke. Obviously Xavier was a good man for setting up his school, âThen again, so do s.w.o.r.d. and s.h.i.e.l.d. At least Xavierâs helps kids control their powers,â They thought about the difference a little longer before continuing, âYou think youâll stay there past all this? Or youâll go back to your timeline when they find a way?â If they find a way, Tyâs brain helpfully supplied.
xavierâs had been a blessing, it had brought him all of his favourite people that he had imagined as his found family. he wouldnât know who he would be without them. he does laugh at what ty says, âhonestly, from the outside? it can look like it, i donât blame you for thinking so.â people came and went as they pleased, but that didnât mean no one missed them when they left. âright, sword & shield,â he, admittedly, didnât know all too much of what entailed at both places but he knew that some of their mutants worked there and he was just happy that they were accepted amongst them and was proud of their people. his last question stumps him a little, thereâs a sinking feeling in his gut when he thinks about the future. âthe future is terrifying to think about. i find it amazing just being able to make it another day,â especially as of late, there was so much happening and all of it could change in a blink of an eye as they both knew. âso, i donât know.â
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itâs been an adjustment for him, yes. coming to earth after being raised as he was with the shiâar and finding out he had brothers was an adjustment in itself. and then becoming blipped became another adjustment on top of that. gabriel felt like he was barely settling into terran life until it was cruelly ripped away. now heâs back. worse than ever before. barely keeping it in. or so he feels like. â and i as well. â he forces a smile on his face as he takes another bite of the food heâs having. â so how have you been big brother ? or should i say middle brother. alex is the oldest now. â
scott knew that there were some things that he would never fully understand, and his relationship with gabe would be one of them. he would never understand all that gabe had gone through and what had got him to the point of being here, but there had been the start of something good before they had both blipped and the brothers were taking it in a way that they only knew how. scott had jumped into a new project and well gabe? scott had no idea, and he had wanted to ask how he was coping but there was a part of him that knew that if it had been him on the other end, he would have been tired of people asking. he smiles at him anyways, stabbing the food with his fork and taking a bite. âi mean, other than being dead for five years, are you holding up okay?â itâs his foot in the door to ask. he does end up rolling his eyes at what gabe says next. âstill the older brother,â he points his fork at him playfully before shaking his head. âiâm back working at the school, so i guess iâm managing.âÂ