girls who like boys are valid

you have to keep the goal in mind

do you want to win? or do you want to understand that person and resolve the issue? (ask yourself once, then ask again)

the ego loves to win an argument, but relationships are not about feeding your ego

healthy relationships dilute the ego

You skip literally every single fucking song.

But you really want to listen to music, because you cant handle the quietness 

But you’re not in the mood to listen to music at the same time

Because you cant pick what kind of music you feel like listening to 

Because you dont even know how you feel

“what did you eat yesterday?” “some croutons and vodka tonics”

4:30 a.m. already? i should paint

WAIT! NO! i should CLEAN my room and then cUT mYSELF

i swear to god if that shadow doesn’t stop ringing i’m going to flip a table

i am so angry wanna see me break this plate and then shave the side of my head without blinking or breathing 

aHHAHAHahhhh

“no, you see, i need this particular shirt. i have three others but they’re in different colors and don’t have the pocket…”

S E X

“i also need paint and a hat and the complete works of the brothers grimm”

i can’t eat out because people are trying to poison and kill me unless someone orders for me when i’m not there or i go through a drive through or the food was pre-made or i order like nine things or

i  a m  v i b r a t i n g .

staring into the distance completely still because otherwise the world moves too fast

aHHAHAHahhhhHAHAHHHAahahAHA

put out your cigarette on your arm

The Delusions

“did you say something?”

“what was i doing?”

“i forgot”

i haven’t slept in four days because if i go to sleep the government will take away my legs

Bipolar is getting excited and going on manic shopping sprees only to then regret everything you’ve purchased, and now you’ve lost interest in everything you’ve bought

Bipolar is suddenly crying for no reason, and when people ask you what’s wrong, your lack of understanding only makes things worse

Bipolar is suddenly becoming very passionate about a project, idea, or even person and then spending a long period of time obsessing over it only to suddenly lose interest

Bipolar is a messy bedroom cluttered unfinished projects and guilt

Bipolar is accidentally becoming too emotional around friends or loved ones and scaring them, pushing them away when all you wanted was to bring them closer

Bipolar is not having any set group of close friends, due to the paranoia of them talking behind your back about your episodes

Bipolar is lying on the cold bathroom floor in a friend’s house or unfamiliar place trying to calm down because you’re too afraid to have an episode in front of other people

Bipolar is being afraid to show your emotions because you know if you open up to someone, you might start crying or panicking

Bipolar is making too many promises during your manic states that can’t be delivered when you’re down and depressed, leaving many to think you’re “flaky”

Bipolar is not knowing if you’re reacting appropriately or overreacting to a situation because you’ve never had a “normal” emotional scale